woaini .

2009-01-10T23:55:00.004+08:00

说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了 ~~后悔了~~
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

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we had chingay practice till 10plus pm.
super late.
i want pink highlights. haa.
how i wish i got a boyfriend can fetch me home.
not all guys will like wait 2/3hours for his girlfriend to end her stuffs.
not all guys will fetch his girlf there and home every single time.
not all guys can wait...
but my friend's boyfriend did it.
how sweet can it be!.
it is not the matter of can or not.
it is the matter of you want to do it or not.

suddenly, i feel like going NAFA.
-.-
12JAN , Os results releasing.
i definitely hope James do well.
though i hate mean&cruel ppl.
but he's once my bf.
he's once thoughtful,
he's once sweet,
he's once loving,
he's once caring,
he's once ...
there's too much i can list here.

i really want to forget all the past.
all the memories.
and restart everything.
but yet my phone's inbox suddenly able to see all the year2008 msges.
damn!
what can i say? *speechless.

got to do well for networking.
in the same time got do well for my music.
ONE dream,
ONE goal.
towards success.
i'm happy that i can go for anything i want.
and SUPER HAPPY that i never give up!
now without ppl stopping me,
telling me how bad can it be.
or even threaten me. -.-

without a goal, your life will be miserable.
when your life is miserable, you're wasting every seconds of your life.

2009-01-07T16:02:00.003+08:00

yesterday went MACPHERSONite for cca roadshow.
was super bored, but at least we get $10 for that =D.
i love their school food lahhh :( .
end at 5plus PM.
after that went E-HUB with Nicholas.
played QBOX and watch Ip man .
(:
ordered a cake for brother!.
hehhh.

so today is my brother BIRTHDAY! =DD.
12pm had some activities with SC then had free food(nasi lemak) =D.
Friday going kbox (:
siann. sat having full dress rehearsal.
this week is so tiring!
got to wake up so early.
now slacking after a continuous 3 chap theory.

later after school going downtown east to collect the cake.
okayy, cher starting soon.
end here.

2009-01-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

yesterday music lesson was okayy.
know what ? nebo card members will have a privilege to join PUSHmusic.
hahaha. don't believe? go nebo.com.sg for further details.
yupp, i think it's expanding..
so, FRIENDS ..
love to sing? interested in keyboard/drum/guitar/electric bass?
tagg me =D!

okay, enough of promoting...
got to master a song, damn pressursing!
I GOT TO DO WELL!
it's just a step away..
=D

SO TODAY,
went school super early for SC.
had registration duty.
our school is becoming not just a higher nitec school anymore.
designs course will be joining us.
i hope with more ppl joining our school,
the school will be more lively!
ESP ROY AND ANDREA will be in my school for their 2nd year!
as their school will be closing down, if i'm not wrong.
was quite shocked to see them.
haaa.
tmw going to MACPHERSONite for CCA roadshow!.
another tiring day again.
got to reach there by 8am.
but good things is i don't need to go class !
YAY-ness.
meeting nicholas and janice at 7:15am (:

2009-01-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

went chingay practice!
super tiring, to wake up so early!
damn!, was yawning away.
tmw will be exciting.
hahaha. let seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
hmmmm, today supposed to be 30th month anni.
but not anymore.
yes readers i know i know ,
i'm trying to forget...
just let me post what i want to for the time being.
i WANNNA PLAY QBOX!!!!.
pls someone accompany me to.
whatever.
i gonna make my days super busy.
4/1 - music lesson
5/1 - SC , school , QBOX
6/1 - SC , school , ???
7/1 - school , BROTHER's BIRTHDAY! =DDD
8/1 - school , KBOX
9/1 - red cliff 2 (:
friends, slot in more outings please...

CINDY POH SY you better meet up with me after 7/1!

2009-01-01T02:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
(:

2008-12-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

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that's karhwang -.-

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yesterday went music class.
happy! somehow i'm okay with creative singing alr.
and next lesson we can like choose our favourite 5songs.
damn exciting!.
HAHAHHAHA.
really can't wait for next year.
after that went out with him.
as i requested.
i do had fun with him like always.
somehow, i never will be his closest friend.
he's too xian shi .

2008-12-27T01:26:00.012+08:00

on the 24th,
i broke off with him.
o3o8o6_2412o8

on the 25th,
we went out to celebrate x'mas at city hall.
we exchanged present.
we talked like usual.
we laughed like usual.
but we don't hold hands anymore.
and he didn't send me home anymore.
i think that's really the end of us.
i know we still feel for each other.
but ...

maybe that's will be the last picture together.
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accompanied karhwang for lunch.
den meet up with norman, veis, gh, joel, wilson+4 ..
total 10people.
went turf city to had dinner!
veis cooked well.
hahha ps la, i really dunno how.
i ate so little.
have no appetite again.
improper meals.
norman, thanks for the $5 treat.
had some meanie gossip with veis.
damn funny.
okayyy, shuttle bus to tpy den took bus8 home-d.
thanks guys for waiting the bus with me.

in bus, i think of you sitting next to me.
at familiar places, i remembered the laughter we had on our face.
when i looked into your eyes, i sensed forever in us.
but now , everything is just empty...

maybe i should be strong and smile like i always to the camera.

2008-12-23T23:59:00.018+08:00

i came back yesterday!
okayyy, had lots to explore in taiwan!
i'm getting fatter already! like WTH! LOL!
hahha.. here are some of the pictures from taizhong to taipei.
bought a bag, a heels, many clothes/dress, taiyangbing and moremoremoremoremore...
next year's fashion or can i say the fashion coming up..
is shirts with boxes!
there's boxes shirts like everywhere in taiwan.
i think soon singapore should have it.
anw, didn't saw any singer.
but i saw a number of actor and actress.
pictures below, only 4.
others i forgot to take pics.
LOL!
the plane i took back is super nice, there's x'mas deco (:
i'm so gonna catchup on chingay!
ohya! my bro is on the advertisement for dingtaifeng in taiwan!
it has been a year, and it's still there.
HAHA! he's so shy ..
=D
check this out : http://www.majolica-majorca.com/
the design of every single cosmetic is so pretty!

had small quarrel with boyfriend.
sometimes, i felt it's just a empty box.
it's the packaging making it so beautiful.
how i wish you're like before,
being there whenever i need.
being sweet for buying plaster for my injured leg.
being loving by holding me in your arms.
being stupid when I'm mad.
being a listener when i got so much to share.
being a clown to entertain me.
being a counsellor when I'm down.
being crazy when giving me surprises.
being someone that i can lean on..

2008-12-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

2:30pm meet became 3pm.
then we went city hall! (:
timing abit rush lahh.
cause i need go buy camera.
anw, had dinner at cityhall's food court.
then here comes the suprise ..
he walked all the way in the eng wah cinema.
he act blur that he just wanna go have a look.
then he pushes me into the cinema.
of course i rejected la, i mean how can -.- .
then he pop out with 2 movie tickets!
i kenna cheat again !
arghhhh!
after watching 'the earth stood still'.
had chicken wings and prawn mee beside esplanade.
and rushed back to tamp.
HAHHA! in 6 hours time i'll be in the plane.
LALALA~ boyfriend will miss me =DD!
i will miss you too! (:
don't too sad la ! haaa.
will celebrate x'mas with you =D.

2008-12-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

12/12
don't you think he has a bear backview? LOL!

went east coast park with fuhchang, dickson, yeeheng (:
taught yeeheng the super basic.
and he's a fast learner i can say.
(:.
and for dickson, just too use to ice skating.
so can't blame lahh.
but over all we had fun!.
yeah, i know T-brake like finally.
and something to do with cones.
i'm gonna stop skating again...
cuz i had injured my right wrist!.
had dinner at blk84.
and bus-ed to bedok then to home-d.
while on the bus back home with yeeheng.
there's a group of bengs, boarded.
i was wearing my sec4 class tee.
and one of them sang love songs with my name in it -.- .
like wth, but their entertainment was rather dumb.
the one speaking/singing the loudest yet pushes blame to his friends.
then all his friends dare not look up.
should really see their facial expressions! damn stupid!
luckily they alighted before me!

anw* thanks yh,dickson,fc to help me take skate =D.

13/12
i was supposed to go for chingay practise,
but my right hand can't really move.
thinking of the warm up, hardly can be done with one hand.
so i'm gonna miss 2 practises!
went to see doctor with boyfriend and cedrick.
cuz the doctor is ced's uncle? . i think haha.
and it's ced's BIRTHDAY !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
home-d alone =(
boyfriend rushed to his CDC thingy.
i really can't survive with one hand man!

14/12
went singing, and i got improvement!!.
i hope after going to taiwan, i can clear all the remarks that cher gave!
so excited for next year's performance !.

i'll be back on the 22nd.
on the 25th - celebrate x'mas with boyfriend.
on the 27th - chingay practise & going back clementi VDG with seniors.
on the 28th - clear all the remarks given by cher.

在多2天, 我会到珍珠奶茶的發源地-台中了!
我好兴奋!
在多5天, 我将会乘搭高鐵,從台中出發到台北，約40分鐘就到了!
哈哈! 幸运的话,还可以看到罗志祥或其他歌手!
我必须买一件NIKE/Adidas运动裤,也少不了台中的太陽餅!
真是一个美食与购物天堂!!

2008-12-11T09:56:00.002+08:00

was out with boyfriend yesterday.
had $2 nasi lemak at pasir ris.
haaaa, then bought present for cedrick.
was talking some topics which never have been talk for like months.
home-d around 8 plus.
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today watching moive with derrick.
boyfriend going dinner with china trip ppl.
=(.
after friday damn sian.
but nvm lahh, 5 more days!!!
i going to taiwan (: .
should be able to see show luo ba =DDDD!
lalala~.
i hope can stay there for like 1 month.
i prefer the food and shopping there.
and the cold weather! (((((((:

tmw - skating at EC
sat - chingay practise
sun - singing lessons

2008-12-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

2/12
went school for Cmaths.
then after that had some bonding activites at yishun campus.
it's damn boring.
but i get to play high elements!.
haaa, love flying fox (:.
i like for so many years finally get to play flying fox!
lol , not kaisu, just that those camps i went didn't include that :(.
i miss kayaking! i hope school will organise it.
i'm happy for my results.
there's slight improvement!
=D
okayy the photo below isn't the whole class yet...

3/12
28th month anniversary with boyfriend!
had dinner at T3.
and home-d.

6/12
woke up super early today!
like for so many months i didn't wake up that early alr.
went kallang PA for chingay practise!
hahahha. it's fun with them along.
haaaa.
photos taken after the practise.

8/12
which is today.
went out with boyfriend to orchard.
2:45pm changed to 3pm to 3:15pm then to 3:30pm.
LOL.
finally we meet.
i bought a shirt at far east.
haaa. cindy gonna kill me, if she see what i bought.
shhhhhhh!.
heh. had dinner at top level far east.
like always.
was angry with him a lil while.
cuz of his stupid mouth!.
okayy, had fun talking nonsense with him.
LOL, he's full of rubbish.
=P
can't wait for 16DEC!
gonna go taiwannnnnnnnn, if lucky i get to see SHOW LUO!
omg *scream!* hahhaha -.-
and boyfriend gonna miss me like hell again.
love letting him wait. (:
no photos for today.
=D

2008-12-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

OURS <3

took cab to school today.
don't want to be late again.
actually meeting boyfriend early in the morning,
but i canceled it.
Norman taught me the another half of chapter 6.
i think i got the rough idea, but still not yet started to do those questions.
had lunch at canteen.
damn! wired x 2 is just beside us.
you should really see how Wilson react!
his expression! walao can't stand him!
LOL.
and she kept on looking at him..
had Cmaths after that, super BORING!
not listening all the while...
had S&W written test.
we like copying here and there.
after school fuchang help me take my skate till bus stop.
haa, thanks la !.
after that boyfriend took over. (:
he came to fetch me, like finally -.-.
had my early dinner at CS's food court.
boyfriend kept using my skate to do moonwalk.
stupid!
i was saying that i wanted to loose weight.
and he tortured me by walking one big round from TM to 201 to my house.
but damn fun.. hahaha.
we machiam jog there. -.-
gave boyfriend the presents that i bought at genting (:
i hope he'll like it. <3
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天灰
如果你不再出现我的世界
还有什么可贵可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远

想念变成怀念心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现我会不会
觉得快乐一些可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

suddenly, this song running through my mind.
somehow the lyrics are quite meaningful.

2008-11-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

13/11
during boyfriend's gradnight. 5n1'o8

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planed to KL and cab to genting..

GENTING.
when i look down from the window.

when i look out of the window..

nice huh?
almost all the days are raining like cats and dogs.
cold like hell.
i miss the America cheese cake, shaker fries(spicy), egg tart, ice mocha =D.
watched 2 movies "BOLTZ" and "MADAGASCAR 2" with brother.
ohhh, i love boltz! it's so cuteeeee.
so much cuter then jlkz! haa.
bought 2 shirts, 1 heels, couple keychains, chocolate, i think that all.
can't remember. HAA.
ohya, saw cedrick at genting!.
lol.

the plane i took back to SG (:
tiring..
i learnt some Korean language when I'm on board. LOL.
i shall update till here.
Cho eun a chim imnee da (:

2008-11-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

tmw gonna fly back alr!.
don't feel like going back =(.
cuz on the sunday going for singing class.
and monday school gonna be as usual.
i gonna catch up what i miss.
CHIONG FOR STUDIES!
anw * thanks nicholas for my marks info.
i bought so much things here.
like more then $100 i spent.
damn sian now!
i thought can ask boyf to accompany me chat.
but he say can't.
chatting with ruiran online now.
rotting man.. i going audi soon.
watched BOLTZ jus now.
omg! it so cuteee (:
think not going to update already.
gonna spend my time wisely.
don't feel like going back to SG.
time passes by damn fast!
argh!

2008-11-25T22:10:00.004+08:00

now at genting updating....
omg ! boyfriend like don't know how many years then online one time!.
yea, now chatting with him..
he so cute =X.
but he still very lousy.
his comp very laggg.
not like mine, super not lagg =D
i will be flying back on the sat's afternoon.
hahha. i bought 2 key chains.
one for bf , one for me !
see i first day go buy things for you alr.

happy not!?
=P
can't wait to get my Cmaths and networking results.
msg me , if you see mine k .
thankyou =DDD!.
err wilson and nicholas, paisehh arh.. give you wrong ans for Q17 and 18.
i hope at least got 2 or 1 marks bahh. heh.
dec13 last day for school.
dec16 going taiwan! damn shiok!.
soon my SATURDAY will be packed with chingay's dance practise!
yay-nesss! gonna loose weight.
when i come back from genting gonna go swimming with bf.
hahhahahhaa.
he sure drown. lol. =X
now super alot ppl at the LANshop.
stupid brother playing audition...
so no life.
hahaha.
i dunwan go back singapore! =(.
hahha.
let him love sick more! =D.
he now smiling and angry!.
hahha. damn cute =X
like my hello kitty .. heh..
k lahh. i dunwan say him alr.
ltr he dunwan pei me until 12am ..
hehhh. (:
tatas !

2008-11-18T17:43:00.002+08:00

boyfriend went china with school :( .
but nvm lahh, still can be contacted! :D
5 more days and he's back...
7more days my turn to go overseas.
sad.
around 2 weeks can't see each other .
anw today, had Cmaths test.
after that went tm had lunch with fuchang, nicholas and norman.
we go watch a stupid no story line movie.
damn boring!
i like dozed off twice la.
lol.
home-d after that.
=D

2008-11-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

I am back from PSC (Philosophy of Success Course) 08-09 Nov .

3 Main Reasons Why People Failed To Be Successful.

Not honest to themselves - Excuses

Have negative thoughts.

Have no goals in life.

I learnt alot of meaningful things in life after attending this 2 days super strict course.
It struck me the most. Although I attended camps and other outside courses but it just can't be compared to PSC.
I wanna thanks all my JAJ team mates, Mr Arvin, Mr Travis, Mr Andrew, Mr Edwin who bring me in, my upline(Tzewoon), JingRui, Jonathan and Vikram.
All of you gave me the encouragement and motivate me towards success.
And the speakers, Mr Colin Hoo, Mr Pang, Mr Jacky to gave us a clearer vision of success.
JIAYOU x 3 !
Let Make It Together As A Team!

If you really got a fucked up life, I really do recommend you go for PSC!
It help people in their 20s, 30s, 40s, 50s and even 60s or more.

Tell me, what is your explaination for love?
Let me just give you all a brief idea.

There Are 2 Kinds Of LOVE

Conditional Love

Unconditional Love

ask yourself, will you choose 1 or 2?
If 1, try to bang your head on the wall.
What I can say is that, we should not change someone you love to what you expect them to be.
Yet you got to love them for who they are.
要爱就要爱得心甘情愿 ( If you want to love, love them wholeheartedly with no regrets )
Don't expect that there will be repay, because you are the one willing to love.
Love, never ask for anything.

washwrb.

2008-11-03T02:22:00.002+08:00

oct31 ,
went to watch HSM3 with brother.
had dinner with family at crystal jade.
after that went to accompany boyfriend at T3.
he's there doing his hmk (:.
home-d quite late.
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nov1,
out with him again.
a belated celebration for his b'dae!.
had lunch at streets.
and dinner at crystal jade.
he very troublesome lahh!
want buy him something for his grad night.
but he super choosy.
so i give up!
let him go choose himself after his 'O's.
=D.
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nov2,
went for vocal lessons.
i was asked to sing i'll be there by mariah c.
it goes pretty well.
home-d , take a nap.
and boyfriend went tm!!! =(
he never bring me along...
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now i'm not asleep yet!
and HAPPY 2years and 3 months anniversary love! <3

13 more days and he going to china =(

2008-10-30T10:08:00.004+08:00

oct24
out with yc, ts, ced, cy and boyfriend to changi there eat.
early celebration for boyfriend.

had vegetarian's food.
new taste :D , i like the soup there.
headed to geylang next, to eat 豆花 .
after that we rushed to E-hub cathay.
but disappointment, cause i don't get to watch HSM3.
hais.
went home instead.

oct25
we should be going out today.
but boyfriend wanted to stay at home and study.
so my plan canceled -.-.
we watched HSM3 at 9:35pm.
bought a small cake for boyfriend,
like i always do (:.
home-d super late.
:D.

boyfriend : -
just do your best for 'O's!
after paper, just tell yourself you had done your best! :D.

everyone got a dream..
where's mine?

hais.

2008-10-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

today is the first day of school!.
super boring.
everyday gonna end at 5:30pm.
but friday don't need to go sch.
hmm. going meeting at city hall later.

meeting brian =D.

before that decided to find boyfriend and give him a surprise.
haaa =DD.
bought him a HAN's apple pie.
den meet my bodyguard in the mrt .
he idiot lah, say at the head of the trian but ended up is at the tail.
make me walk only! -.- .
reached home 11plus.
super tired! .

2008-10-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

OCT 7 's photos...

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went to vocal class.

super exciting when each lesson passby.
cause you know that you improved!.
after lesson, didn't eat with them.
went simei, find boyfriend.
he pass me PSPgames and some snacks.
haa. today he so fierce!.
the face like not happy!.
but later he talk to me super nice again.
went home, eat and took mrt down to company :D.
quite fun lahh, though they like to disturb me alot!..
today i make a new friend, brian.
he's jingrui downline!.
he's my bodyguard for the day.
cause he also living at tamp.
happy! can go home together!.
now he claimed that i need to give him protection fees.
crazy ppl! haa.
boyfriend waited for me to be home!.
so happy to listen his voice, while walking home.
cause he seldom stay till so late and wait for me to be home! (:

tmw school re-open!!!.
so don't feel like studying la!.

so boring .. >.<

2008-10-11T23:59:00.007+08:00

today actually got meeting at company.
but i didn't went for it.
though it's kinda big thing.
which i should be there too.
but still, boyfriend is much more important!
today will be the last sat we going out together!!
went out with boyfriend to orchard.
he bought me blueberry tarts cause he knew i never eat breakfast.
haaa. he feed me everything. :D.
shopped around, and finding present for his sister.
ended up he bought a parisH wallet for her.
so jealous! , i only got a hello kitty one!
both of us were so hungry.
we so long never go eat buffet already.
you know what? we went to marina square to eat buffet after that !!.
haven't burn fats yet adding on more and more -.- .
now i and him like so round !.
LOL! ,

and he sing a song to me..
Close your eyes,
Give me your hand, darlin'.
Do you feel my heart beating.
Do you understand.
Do you feel the same.
Am i only dreaming...

i replied ..
Close my eyes,
I'm holding your hand, darlin'
I can feel your heart beating.
I do understand.
I do feel the same.
And you are not dreaming...

my creativity. HAA :D
lol, he sing so so so NICE! (:
first time he sing so proper to me.
with his feeling, his eye contact..
walao, if he's a singer on stage i will fall for him.
LOL!.
but good enough he is already my boyfriend =D.

this few days he very super sweet!
don't know why (:
he sent me home! hehheh.

see .. evidence that boyfriend LOVE LEGO! =DD

buffet timee ..

2008-10-10T02:16:00.002+08:00

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2008-10-06T23:59:00.007+08:00

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i recommend all of you to take the test!
it's quite true about what you want in life or who you want to be.
and you can understand yourself more from the graph above =D.

out with hoiyee and chanel to E-hub, K-box.
sang quite a number of songs.
but i'm just not satisfied with my voice today!
it just not projecting well enough.
so irritating!.
took many photos with both of them.
and both of them love to laugh at me -.- .
First, Hoiyee and i got SHOCKED by chanelgoh! cause she shouted 'HOIYEE' in the mic!
Secondly, hoiyee got shocked again by her!
Thirdly, in the bus heading back to tamp.
walao!
it just happened thrice today.
luckily, boyfriend not there -.- .
LOL! crazy people!

ate pizza hut, with ts, ced, yc, thio, hy's bf and chanel's friend at another table.
was a small b'day celebration for thiamseng and chanel in the same time =D
one of them is belated, another one is early.
left early with boyfriend..
took bus38 hm-ed.

this coming sat, might be our last outing..
cause he got to buck up for his 'O's already.
and all the best to you, same goes to all 5Ns.

and OCT25 , he's MINE! =D...

boyfriend, you say in year 2011.
the estimation you make.
you better make it come true before 2011 (:

2008-10-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!

boyfriend dated me today.
went vivo city, finding steph's and thiamseng's present!
bought her a very beautiful hair clip,
and boyfriend bought ts a billabong's pencil case at city hall.
*i'm giving him a billabong's hp pouch! =D.
ate marvelous cream's ice cream today.
boyf love the ice cream too =D
rushed back to vivo city.
catch the movie "EAGLE EYE" at 6pm.
his treat again!.
as usual we bought outside food into the cinema.
we ate alot alot!
our first time not having dinner.
cause we're both bloated already!.
took bus30 to bedok and change bus18 home-d.
boyfriend sent me home.

2008-10-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday PEISHAN!
and, HAPPY 2 YEARS 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY boyf! ((:

went out with chanel and cindy.
meet cindy at her house, pass her clothes that she wants.
help her make up and off we go.
bought a mngo cheesecake too!.
had a early birthday celebration with chanel at city hall! :D.
she was so sick.
i still prefered the hyper her.

we had lunch at crystal jade.
after that went shopping, cindy bought so many things!
watched movie "connected" .
and home-d.

chanel, get well soon!.

2008-10-01T23:59:00.010+08:00

went city hall with ivan.
we are the first to reach lah.
4pm become 4pluspm.
wanted to go TCC to have the meetings.
but ended up at cafe cartel.
Mr Arwin giving me aims and high hopes already.
omg! if like 1 year i really can hit $10,000, he gonna reward me with 2 branded bags :D.
if i didn't make it, i need to buy him a $5 wallet!.
LOL!.

andand 11 days, i need to make 4 appts.
i already make it.
he owe me a present as a reward alr! :D
super happy now.
IVAN please JIAYOU! :D.
same goes to WILSON! .

*anything please call me. don't keep it to yourself.

i can't believe that i am actually reading books about business and personal finance.
you guys should really get this book "RICH DAD, POOR DAD" by Robert T.Kiyosaki.
it is a very good book ! =D

life getting pretty interesting each day.
meet boyfriend at simei after the meeting.
cause i miss seeing his face (: hehh.
he dating me out on sat again.
don't know where he want bring me to.
*excited! .

i gonna be POH's make up artist on Friday!
it's my first attempt, don't expect it to be perfect okay!
being my bestie manicurist too.
super good lah she, having me as her good friend.
LOL.
but she cook for me!
cause i don't know how!.
HAHA.
=D

buy me OOPS!JEALOUS's nails polish,
i will be very happy! =D.
boyfriend, you know what to do arhhh~ . =P

2008-10-01T01:29:00.002+08:00

i am doing great now.
nothing is bothering me already.
i kinda like my job somehow.
tmw going meeting at city hall.
yeahhhh, ivan going with me.
like finally i'm not alone.
LOL.

boyfriend sleeping like pig now.
he say he look round, but then to me he still so fit. -.- .
his brain like not working fast la.
keep playing game!.
stupid ass.
friday gonna celebrate a early birthday for chanel.
CHANEL, GET WELL SOON !

CINDY SURE CAN'T WAIT FOR HER MA LA MIAN!
that time she see me eat,
she jealous.
lol.
den keep coping my soup :D.

i wanna get my pay as soon as possible!.
my boyf's birthday coming..
i got like so many ideas.
butbut, i need money!$$$ .
LOL.

2008-09-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went out with cindy to somerset.
and she bought 2 things.
LOL.
after that meet Ivan and went up to my company.
very tired.
had dinner with him.
then buy bf curry puff.
cuz he feel like eating.
then went home.
very tired!.
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today is our 1st date after we patched.
but he wake up so late.
meeting at 12nn become 2pm.
don't know what he doingggg.
went to city hall.
main aim is to see F1!.
so went around shopping for drinks, snacks and clothes.
today i only spent $4.80 on my dinner.
others bf payyy :D.
so we went to this japan shop.
he started saying want anything just put inside the basket.
and yahh, we bought 1milk tea, 1 red tea, 1 packet of chocolate puff, 1 packet of Parmesan cheese cookies in total :D
don't know why he so good today. haa.
at 10pm, went to the basement of marina square.
you can see the F1 so near you.
but the noise is super loud.
so didn't watch long.
so home-d around 11pm.
bf sent me home.

2008-09-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

i really break down...
it so hurtful to hear anything that you say.
esp what you say today.
and you ignore me, avoiding me like how you used to.
why i have to really wait for you after your Os.
it's USELESS!.
no matter how long i really spend to wait for you.
you will still be back?
you can't give me a ans.
like what for.
though you said i now then realised you are that important.
but even it is.
i don't avoid or ignore.
you had given me endless of pain.
all the good memories had become so bad now.
all sweet into bitter.
i give in as much as i can now.
but yet even my nails you also wanna care.
you are too much!.
everyone is telling me to let go of you.
you totally not worth for me.
but i chose to hang on to you.
yet you make yourself difficult, but you make mine miserable.
why 2years1monthsplus r/s can just die !.
cause of not letting me being a singer.
totally out of point at all can.
i gave you so many chances.
ppl alr say like wad for i care for you.
when you don't give a damn at all.
seriously, letting go is so much painful.
you don't even care.
you tell anyone about our conversation.
seriously, you are so childish and lame to make all this decisions.
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i really can't let it go,
i don't know how to.
i can't pretend nothing actually happened.
all my things is what you gave me.
all the memories are with me whenever i go.
the things i bring, the place i went.
all consisted of you.

on the 23rd, i hug him like for the last time.
he wiped my tears for me.
but he is not my boyfriend anymore.

2008-09-22T12:50:00.006+08:00

21/9
went for music lesson as usual.
but today i just very fuck up.
got scolded by cher cause of not concentrating.
you tell me how to concentrate first la.
after that go company awhile, then go home.
had not been eating proper meals or even sleep at 8 least hrs.

went home, scolded by parents.
i really don't know what to do.
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22/9
down to company for grouping sessions.
home-d very late.
received his call, and telling me that just concern.
hais.
okayy , that all.
gonna have appointment on friday and sat .

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today, finally i can rest.
but too much free time is a problem again.
seriously nothing i can do.
nothingggggg..
what ever i do,
i just can't have it back.
the impact is everywhere.
whenever i go , whatever i do.
i feel the hurt.

2008-09-20T02:16:00.004+08:00

因为太过爱你,
所以选择放弃.

廖康智, 我也爱你<3.

went out with Cindy to somerset.
she bought 1 black stich's shirt, 1 yellow dress and 1 black skirt.
i bought 1 white dress and 1 hotpink skirt.
totally broke for the day.
my wallet no money already.
hais.
had dinner with daddy and mummy.
embarrassing was that both of them know what happen.
wth, some more i cry in front of them.
in total i cry 4 times today.
the latest was when i received his sms.
damn touching...
tears flowing like tap water for 3 hours.
damn it! i go wash face,
then i see the mirror i thought what.
just that my eyes super bloody red.

meeting edwin tmw at toa payoh at 3pm.
going to see his company selling what product.
had not been sleeping very well this few days.

2008-09-19T01:37:00.010+08:00

went cindy's house by bus27.
she cook meehoon soup for me.
so happy lah.
cause i don't know how to cook -.- .

helped her to paint her nails.
and she very rough!
do simple dance steps only then kena those nails that haven't dry yet.
then need me repaint for her.

she can SPLIT! i so jealous lahhh !.
go her house, want to relax.
she makes me do excerise with her.
OMG! damn exhausting!

around 5:15pm she left for her dance.
then i went back to tampines myself.
called nicholas tan out for dinner.
i went library myself while waiting for him.
1hr past, he said meet at simei instead.
so okayyy, saw MR LOW while walking to the control station!
hahaha, he looked so thin now.

accompany nicholas to take his shirt then eat at hola.
took bus38 home-d.
thanks nicholas for sending me home. :D.
hm-ed before 9pm..
chatting with danica online.
what she asked is really something i need to think of..

('.') nica . hello andychua .So many version of just one memory says:
ask urself
('.') nica . hello andychua .So many version of just one memory says:
are u scared to lose him
('.') nica . hello andychua .So many version of just one memory says:
cos of memories
('.') nica . hello andychua .So many version of just one memory says:
or if u love him

thanks nica :D!
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answers to my JULY21'o8 post.
i'm wrong.

忘了我 ..

2008-09-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

danica is so so so late.
ended up we took cab there.
went to kovan for job interview.
supposed to accompany danica only.
ended up i also went for it.
so cool lah, 1hr/$10.
kind of show girl at those car/moto show.
anw, the result will be out on friday.
so excited! :D.
i hope both of us will get in..

cab-ed to bugis.
had lunch at yoshinoya.
then went bugis street to look for dress.
after all that, kind of bored already.
so she called hoiyee.
coincidence, she also at bugis!.
followed her and her friends to city plaza,
they extend their hairr ...
photos below ..

danica and me..

hoiyee and me...

and lastly, we three :D.
hy go meet yz, nica go meet her friends.
so i meet cindy at paya lebar, had dinner at KFC.
bought shoes for just 10bucks :D.
okayy, cindy skipped her dance.

so yeahh, got accompany*happy.
tamp-ed.

BAD MOOD!
i FIRST TIME take bus,
never sleep or anything..
but i forgot to alight at my stop!.
like wth.
so walked from TPJC to my house.
irritating!.
the path beside the JC is so dark....

i remembered i will 100% call him whenever i'm alighting from there.
but now, he's just not there for me.
not even a phone call away.
because he won't talk to me,
like how we used to be anymore.

9:43PM he sent me a good night msg.
but 10:36PM i received his sms again,
the msg should be sending to his friend but he send it to me.
the msg is regarding what i post on my blog!
like fuck.
seriously, what you want from me ?!
everyone around me, all saying you're a good guy.
through the external of you.
but i had knew you too well and too deep.
i don't want to explain any further.

things changed, people change too.
tmw going cindy's house ! :D.
she gonna cook lunch for me.
LOL!

2008-09-17T02:40:00.004+08:00

going out with nica later.
so long didn't go out with her alr. :D.

telling me you need some time,
telling me how exhausted and stress you are,
telling me the word sorry again and again.
it just don't cure anythingggggg.
~~JERK.~~

i'm putting an END to it already.
good BYE!

2008-09-16T07:22:00.003+08:00

its another day already.
whereby i'm still awake at this hour.
i just couldn't help it.
my eyes are so tired, so wanted to rest.
but i just can't turn in.
yeah, i've no mood for anything.
so i kept myself occupied.
VIWAWA-ed.
and got this person named himself "insider".
is so super irritating.
telling me, his name, age, where he live and all sort of things.
and expecting me to tell him everything.
like wthf. seriously.
i don't even know him.
and he kept asking me can i be his friend.
hell no.
so i ignored, but the private msg pop up made me lose my wahjong game!.
PEKCHEK!

friends, don't call me today okay.
just leave a message will do.
thnks.

2008-09-14T23:55:00.006+08:00

had singing class as usual.
company is expandinggggggggg..
so scary, especially the 6stars hotel preformance.
and upcoming manymany more..
people interested in GUITAR, VOCAL, KEYBOARD and yes MALAY CULTURE.
TAG ME :D

boyfriend, i appreciate that you did make your efforts to meet me today.
though I'm pissed with you still, but i did had fun.
it's the 2nd time celebrating the moon cake festival with you.
my brother tagged along this time.
played sparkle with the irritating sound.
and form a heart using candles.
boyfriend light up the thing he bought at Daiso.
pink colour flame. actually nothing special.
it lasted about 2 mins.
and your $2 gone.
dinner-ed at yoshinoya.
and home-d.

i know i shouldn't had lied in the very first place.
but what can i do?.
you begged me to not continue my singing.
but that's what i wanted since i'm young.
i know i chosen the wrong timing to tell you.
but i just can't tolerate this nonsense anymore.
how can you possibly reject someone to chase on his/her dream?
how confirm that future is what you have predicted?
future is in our hands, i believe i can make it one day.
and i just know for sure, i won't give up on my dreams just because of you.
i'm sorry to say, sometimes you just have to understand.
if that's the thing that you can't accept, i just can't help it.
but why can't you be supportive of anything i do?

had read up some blogs.
and it's regarding ITE!.
i don't think being a ITE student is such a disgrace.
like they said "HANDS on, MINDS on"
you get to do practical and experience it.
doesn't it seems to be more easy to understand?
I'm studying IT now.

there's only 2 exam papers. (mme and cmos)
so much relaxing.
seriously, lucky i didn't get to sec5.
but must be attentive in class lahh!
cause they won't be treating you like small kids.
there's NO remedial held or even REVISION in class.
though you will think ITE's exam paper sure 100% pass.
please just go bang the wall.....
HELL NO! the paper is hard!
i got to say, i chose a right choice.
i got so much free time, no stress man :D

OMG! taiwan DA RI MAI.
ending date 10/12/08.
so anyone going to taiwan please go before the sales ended :D.
so yuppx, i going before the date.
but now taiwan like having typhoon..
:(

2008-09-13T16:14:00.004+08:00

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2008-09-13T15:29:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY ..
my first surprise for him .. :D

he's very happy :D

went vivo after lunch..

watched "MAKE IT HAPPEN" .
a dance movie (:.
before that, boyfriend treat me cappuccino :D.
shopped, i bought a hello kitty file =x.
and he bought a so called small firework from daiso.
lol.
we went home super late.
past midnight..
that's all :D.

2008-09-11T23:43:00.004+08:00

8/9
had CMOS exam,
MCQ pretty alright!
but section B..
oh pls just kill me -.- .
left early before the time for dismissal.
went home straight.

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9/9
went out with cindy at orchard.
had lunch-ed and shopping.
i bought a tube and she bought a nice dress from far east.
:DD.
around evening, she went for her dance.
i went home :D.
had $2 nasi lemak for my dinner. heh.

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10/9
had MME exam,
i'm like late for 10mins.
lucky i decided to cab go.
i've confident for my MME,
sure pass one :D.
cause i got study.
hahahahhahs.
so left the exam room after i finished(:.
home-d , changed and met cindy.
had lunch at Jack's place with her.
and accompanied her to simei to repair her phone.
okay, we rot until like 6+pm.
she go for her dance and boyfriend sent me to bus stop.
my phone's batt flat.
hardly contact anyone.
then he went for his night study....-.-

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today wasn't expecting anything.
i'm having my holidays. :DDDDD.
so waited for boyfriend to end his exam.
then can talk to him(:.
i was very FEDUP with him yesterday for not answering my call and reply my msges.
i reminded him to remeber to reply me.
he promise every 15mins will check his phone.
so i msged him, waited so long for his reply.
more than an hour already.
call him never pickup.
getting very angry.
so i called him again..
he finally pickup the phone,
was about to scold him.
then he asked me to go down under my block.
stupid boyfriend! he love to make me angry!!!!!!
of course, not angry with him already :D
he bought me a chicken wings.
getting fatterrrrrrrrrr :(!

yeahhhh! tmw going out with boyfriend! :DD

2008-09-07T22:47:00.011+08:00

went for singing as usual 12pm.
yesterday sleep at 5am.
wanna die lahh.
so after lesson went home straight.
catch some sleep (:
waited boyfriend to end his tuition.
super late lahhh!.
we ate the $2 nasi lemak :D
very nice!.
time like passes so fast!.
i just wish that time may just FREEZE when we are together. . .
ohhhhhh, boyfriend is going to be very busyyyy!
no time for me againnn.
:((.
tmw CMOS exam, wed multimedia EXAM!.
like both can die lahh!
after that HOLIDAYS! yeahh..

i know i look super weird in this picture.
don't tell me anything:D.

a great friend who care,
no matter how far we are :D

2years anni at east coast :D .. o3o8o8

FIREWORKS FESTIVAL , 23/8 :D

MY BIRTHDAY, 29/8 :DD.

28/8 early birthday celebration ..

photos during our 25th months anni :D ..

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photos aside,

anyway to CHLOE :
sorry, didn't able to make it to meet you on the day you arrived.
anyway, glad that you're back.

to MY BOYFRIEND :
JIAYOU FOR PRELIMS!

to CHANEL :
we had conflicts because i know you care.
thanks for being a good friend :D.
and forget about your past.
you still got nicol ! haa.

2008-09-04T09:08:00.000+08:00

i'm now in school updating .
yesterday slept at 1am.
so tiring!.
andand boyfriend never send me

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3/9
today is our 25th month anniversary!
yeahh , boyfriend bringing me somewhere.
in the end, he bring me to the hello kitty festival((:
okayy, though it's raining like crazy.

but still we took alot of photos!
somemore my first time going there..
hehhh:D.
thanks boyfriend!
i<3you.

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2/9
i'm very late.
12pm become 12 plusplus PM .

ate a quick lunch, cause 1:50pm the movie DEATH RACE starting.
quite gross lah.
i like the part whereby the guy get out of the car and his head hit by another car.
very exciting ! :D.
cindy kept playing the machine.
at last at suntec she caught a strawberry mickey.
and I WANT THE $43 TUBE AT FOX!
omg! very pretty.
finally i saw something i wanna buy.
boyfriend give me money leii .
hhahhahaha :P.

pictures below : -

2008-08-31T19:16:00.002+08:00

28/8
went school today.
had a small celebrations in class.
okay, i tell you all what present i get.
all FOOD.
consists of 4 cheese tarts, 2 egg tarts, 1 choco muffin, 1 strawberry cake, 6 small heart shape cake, 1 curry bun, 1 otah bun, 1 hot dog bun and lastly gene baked chicken pie :D.
of course i didn't finish all by myself.
asked norman, wilson, nicholas and yeeheng to eat.
receive 2 earrings from nicholas and his girl.
thanks all of you for the efforts.
and please no FOOD again! :D

went back home.
rest-ed and rushed boyfriend to meet me.
he so slow!.
he accompanied me to buy teacher's day present and cards.
though he only got 1 hour for me.
thank you boyfriend .
6pm he went off.
i waited for parents till 6plus.
went dingtaifeng to eat.
i got a heels for present.
hahahah.

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29/8
today my actual birthday :D.
i had been 3 continuous day celebrating my birthday.
today of course with my boyfriend.
woke up at 8:15am,
prepared breakfast for boyfriend. :D
meet chanel at 1030am .
and went back changkat.
so many people went back to changkat!.
sit at gallery with boyfriend.
and steph, wanqin and weiting gave me a present.
thank you!
sorry if i'm like never talk to you all at gallery.
the concert so boring due to bad sound system.
too many singing already.
after that gave Mr Nahar, Mr Koh and Miss Chow for the teacher's day present.
saw quite a number of juniors.
sorry if i forgot your name when you asked me.
don't worry i still remember you (:
very stressed when they like that ask me.
:( .
ate with steph, wq and weiting at yoshinoya.
then up to simei platform wait for him.
he very slow lahhhhhh.

headed to city hall.
boyfriend bought me a hello kitty wallet.
my ROXY wallet still haven't spoil.
boyfriend asked me to use the new one already.
he arhhh. -.- .
had dinner at "Just noodle" .
after that wanted to take shuttle bus to raffles shopping center.
saw Danica (:.
then the bus too slow, so in the end she walked there and we went other places instead.
my legs was so tired, cause of that stupid high heels.
boyfriend very worry for me.
HAHA:D.
so he sent me home after that .
and sung me his own birthday song creation.
with a birthday kiss on my cheek.
that's how i celebrate my birthday =DD.
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30/8
out with boyfriend to catch a movie "WALL-E".
the quite sad and very cute!.
bought four leaves's mini bread up to cinema eat.
that's what we did everytime.
while watching half way through, got ppl snoring.
so irritating. lol.
after movie, we ate $1.80 chicken rice.
very cheap right !.
in the same time very nice also (:.
went shopnsave to buy water.
boyfriend's dad called.
asked him to go back now.
VERY SUPER IRRITATING!
i don't want to evaporate on this.
home SUPER Early!.
watched TV all the while and never talk to boyfriend.
then he called.
SCOLDED HIM FOR 30MINs:D.
i don't let him hangup until 1am.
that's his punishment.
=D.
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today went for singing.
i'm on the dot :D.
had some practical.
and talk from Mr Roy.
then we went to eat nasi lemak again.
very nice lahh!.
took bus 21 homed.
i don't want talk to boyfriend again.
he has no brain.

2008-08-27T22:51:00.003+08:00

25/8
meet up with boyfriend.
went tampines mall shopped.
i had beehoon with curry for my lunch.
okayy, so boyfriend went withdrew money.
and he buy A1 curry puff for me to eat.
then later he liked kept asking me want eat this or that not.
but i don't want cause all fried food.
-.-.
boyfriend soon gonna go back school.
so he said "Let's go HAN's and have a apple pie.".
but in the end wanting to let him eat more,
became i ate the most in the end.
cause he feed me non-stop.
so nevermind, i bought him a roasted chicken pie(:.
and i alighted the bus and gave him that pie.
ahhahahaha.
he said he want to cry .
LOL!!.
but he never lahhh.
:DDD.

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today went school for CMOS.
then later i didn't attend the dialogue sessions.
at the end whole IT1C(NA batch) didn't attend.
i don't know tmw what Mr Sri will say.
so i rushed to tm's precious thots.
ended up calling CINDY so many times.
and she never pick up my call.
so frustrating! ppl see me like some idiots like that.
then she finally called, and tell me she inside SWENSENS!.
wahhhhh! at that moment wan kill her arhhH!.
LOLS. so waited for CHANEL to arrive.
and when CHANEL called CINDY.
that ass go say i angry with CHANEL!.
stupid dumbass!!.
okay, so here it goes.
had student meal :D there's free flow of coke .
chit-chatted, and CINDY bring out a present for me.
which she claimed that my present is just a scoop of chewy chcolate ice-cream!.
stupid her!.
then she bring out the cake too.
but refused to let me see.
so they poked the cake without the candle holder.
how clever!. and they asked the person for lighter.
and the person want to see birthday song together.
i'm very paisehh already! everybody looking.
okayy, my first time celebrating my early birthday in a restaurant*!.
thanks CHANEL AND CINDY!
for the treat and the present :DDD!.
FRIDAY gonna meet CHANEL first before going back CCSS.
ohhhh, so excited !

CINDY : from pri1 till now, i can really say you are someone i really treasure!.
I APPRECIATE every present you gave during my birthday.
and somemore, every year without fail.
thanks bestie. <3

2008-08-24T23:48:00.001+08:00

yesterday out with boyfriend to bugis.
i bought a very cute stuff for ms chan and mr koh (:.
then we watched dance performance!.
i like all the dance by "style from beyond".
they were super cool!.
and another 2 guys, one red, one blue.
their facial expression super funny.
bugis st-ed, boyfriend bought chanyiap's a Tshirt for his belated birthday present.
train-ed to city hall.
dinner-ed at MS's food court.
and went 7eleven to buy drinks.
i bought 2 cans of peach jolly shady. :D
and bf bought big gulp.
there was firework festival!.
boyfriend took video of it.
it was more then 10mins.
veryveRYVERY NICE!.
first time, we were seated so near.
while walking, we heard people saying that on the 22nd nicer.
all boyfriend's fault lahh, doing his class video.
so went home straight after the fireworks display.
boyfriend sent me home :D.
*you better go swimming after your 'O's if not i kill you!*
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today went PUSHmusic for vocal training.
i hate first day, cause they teach theory for sure.
okay, so i am on contract now.
so yah, i hope it goes smoothly.
oh god! i finally realised being a music artiste is super hard!.
after that went to eat nasi lemak together.
and i forgot to take my notes from ashraf!!.
TM-ed, bought eyeliner for myself and Mcwings meal for brother.
then hm swt hm =D
at night, talk on phone with boyfriend.
and he had turned in...
now painting nails =DD.
i am so gonna to smoother my edge of my nails.
if not boyfriend will cut off my long nails. 0.0!

2008-08-21T01:31:00.002+08:00

today S&W canceled.
*thanks fuhchang for teaching me how to turn using skate.
anyway, ended quite early.
so demanded boyfriend to meet me.
but that idiotic is too busy with his studies.
can't blame lah. my boyfriend aiming very high grade for his 'O's.
and i NEVER WANTED boyfriend to be my junior!
SO BEST OF LUCK!
went home, rest.
and boyfriend called me around 4plusPM.
saying that he's on the way to my house.
okay, didn't expect that he would come.
*very happy to see him*
then he gave me those packet cake..
I'm getting fatter lahhh.
he's feeding me too much sweet things.
now i dance , skate , run , play badminton and sit ups.
last time i didn't even exercise so much lah!
know what? my weight still not much diff!
WTH!
boyfriend know I'm super bored.
so he kept bringing games for me to play.
he's so addicted to his shopping tycoon now.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
okayy, asked him sing 几分to me.
*very nice:D
requested him to sing everyday to me before i sleep. *SMILE*
tmw got phrase test, can't be late for school!
gonna sleep now.
(:

2008-08-18T23:59:00.003+08:00

today got CMOS test.
*thanks to nicholas, norman and dickson for the tips.
but still ni cho las most la.
he left the room and dialed me up to ask me still left which Qs.
thanks a lot ! =DD
after school went woodlands with norman and wilson to sing.
was early by 30mins.
so alighted before inter and went to joveis's house.
gamefreak laa he.
went partyworld sing till 8pm.
*thanks norman for accompanying me to wait for bus :DD.

ohman!, MME coming up.
gonna stress for answers again.
i'm on phone with boyfriend.
he's not talking to me!.
he's too busy with his new bought PCgames.
irritating! rahh.

yahness! tmw not going MME lesson.
as i had finished my flashMX.
might not be going lifeskills tmw.
let see how it goes then.
tmw got dance!.
imissallthedanceppl :D.

当我最需要你的时候，
你却不在我身旁鼓励我。
当我伤心的时候，
你却不在身旁让我依靠。

2008-08-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

15/8
accompanied boyfriend to novena to collect his new specs.
then, he accompanied me to paya lebar.
was too early, so boyfriend stayed and waited with me awhile longer.
finally, my friend called.
okay, so he went his night study.
i went to my friend's music company to have a look.
i ended so late cause of their briefing about the following up contracts and everything.

对不起，让你担心了。0.o

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okayyy, today went town with boyfriend :D
we were like keep laughing away.
1st time, wear till so casual to town.
abit not use to it.
thanks to boyfriend lahhhhhhh.
he go bring laptop along with him .
had dinner-ed at fareast.
saw steph&silas.
*very sweet la . (:

from next Sunday onwards i gonna spend 2hrs15min for my music lesson.
currently in my friend's music company(:
Omg! so excited * 0.o

and tmw my CMOS test!.
I think I'm gonna disappoint Mr.Sri for my bad results again.
coming up there's MME test too.
I'm seriously in dead meat now.
booooooooo.

信任和谅解，让我们的感情越来越深厚。
虽然，有时候我们彼此也会吵到天翻地覆似的。
可是，这样却把我们彼此的感情拉得更近。

许多人说，爱情就像风筝。
那你们的想法呢？

2008-08-04T14:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday was our 2 years anniversary! .

stupid boyfriend made me super blur.
first time, we didn't go restaurant or town area to celebrate.
we meet at bedok interchange.
he told me that we gonna take bus30 to harbour front then going sentosa.
okayy, so waited for the bus.
finally, the bus had arrived.
i was about to board the bus, boyfriend pulled me. -.-
then he said not bus 30.
okaayyyy, so wondering where he really want bring me go.
at the end, we went east coast park.
took bus 401, just followed boyfriend.
cause he planned everything ((:
we went cycling :DDD.
then my leg kena the metal.
now abit blue black.
after an hour, we returned the bike.
we walked to the food center.
boyfriend ordered chicken wings, satays and 2 coconut.
that's why i gaining so much fats now.
boyfriend feeding me too much .
hhahahhaa.
it was so fun with boyfriend.
i felt that this few days like so happening :D
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now in school blogging.
this shows that school is super boring.
my birthday coming !
25 more days...
on the 27th CINDY gonna celebrate with me.
:DDDD
let's shall see what will really happen that day.

2008-08-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

before the party get started ..
the lightning inside..

boyfriend's recomanded tattoo by the person.
mine (:

after reaching home, turn out to be quite messy. boyfriend and yaocong at toy'r'us

went ST JAMES POWER STATION .
actually is to accompany boyfriend.
cause is the CDC who organised.
so yah, boyf was part of it.
yaocong, chanyiap, boyf and me only :( .
4 plus we reached but waited till 5pm.
registered, and got to choose a star.
sad, don't have JOLIN.
ended up i chose RUI EN instead.
my boyfriend chose TOM CRUISE -.- .
at first was boring.
prize giving sessions...
some speech...
and here goes the hiphop dance performance.
:DD. very nice.
most were SHY.
many of them don't hit the dance floor.
maybe they were too hungry .
LOL!
after the buffet.
everyone hit to the beat.
and had dance to the CLIMAX! .
it's like super nice.
2 of the guys went up the stage and dance.
and they bring up the atmosphere.
after that there's a group of girls went up too.
but the music not groovy enough.
so many went to get a drink or rest.
few mintues later, the dance floor was so crowded that
you hardly can be in the middle of the dance floor!
was dancing with boyfriend (: .
he very cute. haha.
half way through someone lead as train.
so all followed.
dancing while holding onto some unknown ppl's shoulder (:.
asked boyfriend to dance with his friend.
and you know what?
he hold his friend hand,
and his friend put his hand on his waist there.
can you imagine -.- .
2 gays dancing!!.
we went to the wash room.
and back to the dance floor.
my boyf was pulled into his friend's group and to dance with him.
and super funny is that everyone got to dance in the middle of the group .
yaocong = too shy to dance
cy = dancing away ..
i was pulled to the middle of the group by a malay girl to dance with her.
lucky is not for long.
HAHAHA! .
i'm so looking forward to 18yrsold!!!!.
boyfriend more clubbing pleasseee (:
8PM dismissed.
after that there's still free entry for students till 11pm.
we went hm after that.
boyfriend send me home :DD.

OMG! 2 more days to 2 YEARS ANNI! :DDDDDDDDDDD!

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ystdy was MOOMOO's birthday.
everything set up was my idea.
though very little ppl fort in.
but still we get him a cowww :D
and a birthday cake!.
i think he's very paisehh .
lol!.
anw i hope he did enjoyed (:

2008-07-28T10:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday went working with boyfriend at serangoon.
hahahhaa. 2 hours only (: .
half way through is hand tired .
i believe he's more tired then me.
cause mostly he did. (:
so we took bus to bedok.
before that, he bought some finger food.
as both of us are starving already.
reached there within half an hour.
had CURRY CHICKEN NOODLE.
very very nice.
boyfriend copy me ! -.- .
his chicken rice become same as me but from diff store.
nonsense . hehh hehh.
after that, he sent me home :DD.
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today he went to eat yuki yaki.
that idiot.
i going tm to eat nice food also :P!.
DING TAI FENG .
lalalaa~ .
hmmmm. i'm addicted to 2PSP games now.
* PATAPON &
* BURN OUT
i don't need boyfriend .
hahahha.

i'm kind of tempted.
i wanna be in UAN with boyfriend.
RAHHH. :D

7 MORE DAYS TO 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!
omg! can't wait.
wondering what will he give :DD

AND 1 thing !
YICKSEE quitting school.
which makes me super don't understand.
and i'm not the first to be informed.
it really upset that he told nicholas and gene.
and not me.
which she claimed that i'm her brother.
disappointment.
now the group left me,
only girl again.
i still hoping you change your mind.

anyway, a friendship i won't forget.
the 3rd person who speak to me in this sch.
<3

2008-07-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

met Nicholas at 8am go work.
super tired.
tmw another 8am again.
RAHHH!.
2pm end today.
went home take a nap.
and meet up with boyfriend.
okay, he's super funny.
he got shocked by me thrice.
muahahahhahahahaha! (:
Firstly, i changed seat, he can't find me.
Secondly, bus3 did go 201 but he thought the bus didn't.
Lastly, kena shock by a passing cat under my blk cuz of my scream =X
so he said "go update your blog la, tell your friends about it la!"
hahaha, so here i am telling ...
lalala~
paiseh la, really very cute what you.
(:
pikachu<3

2008-07-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

today went school.
I'm glad that i have goodFs like them who always care for me.
after life skills, thought can go eat Cartel but the student meal starts at 1:30pm.
so yoshinoya-ed instead.
nvm this coming Thursday! (:
*excited. heh heh.

tomorrow gonna meet boyfriend awhile then go for my dance.
Nadia and Jacklyn not attending :( .
and about the China trip.
i really want to go.
but nobody wants.
how sad can it be. :( .

2008-07-21T14:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday, went out with him to vivo.
thought would be a really nice day.
though we're just friends,
i hoping something nice happen.
i just expecting too much.
expecting that he would asked me for patch.
seriously, i miss him so much.
i bring some nice stuff for him and bought him hazelnut cookies.
i just felt that it's a total waste to do all this.
it's not same as before anymore.

we went cityhall by bus10.
watched fireworks.
the happy memories just flashed back.
i also love to watch it same as him.
but still doesn't have the mood.
it's just happened too sudden.
even we went to Cartel for late dinner.
everywhere is just the memories for you and me.
took bus home-d.
i cried all the way from city hall till tampines.
my heart felt so painful.
i agreed, i don't understand you.
my fault always equal to your fault.
i love you.
seriously, i do.

you asked me, 1month later then descide.
but for me it's just the matter of time.
i know you break up with me is cause of not hurting me anymore.
i really don't want you to leave me.

i beg and please him to come back to me from sms,
he didn't replied.
called him many times,
never answer.
until today morning , he called .
he said, he'll be by my side from today onwards.
i don't know is happy or sad or just so messed up.
i cried again.
i just can't help it.
my eyes just tearing non stop.
now he's back.
i don't know am i doing the right thing now...

2008-07-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

second day past,
nothing special happened.
so i think it had really put an end to it.
btw, friend do take care yo!.
study hard & lucks for your coming 'O's.

let's talk about friendship.
a real friendship = a tested friendship.
first thing when i meet a new friend,
i will definitely know their character first before i get to know more about him/her.
shortcut: means i preferred friends who dare to stand up for the rights and know what's the wrongs.
i abhor those last min cancel or rather thinking is too slipshod.
it's kind of no self -affirmation.
although sometimes i really can't make up decisions.
is becuz i felt there's both impt things in life which happen within a day and i don't want to miss it.
but still only one choice can be make.

and about TRUTHFUL/HONESTY.
"when you start lying, you need to use another lie to cover up your previous lies" these are what i always told my friend.
ultimately, i'm isn't someone who is a perfectionist.
i hope to share things that i experience in life.
just that sometimes in life, when things had already been my past.
when i seen history comes alive, i won't want people around me to get hurt like i did.
the purpose of every single move have the reasons behind it.
true enough, i'm very protective towards my friends.
i know my words always very hurtful.
but i don't wish to lie.

i don't talk much,
doesn't mean that i'm not observing.
talk lesser, you would see more in life.
i must agreed.
recenlty, had picked up things which isn't good.
but i really don't know what to do.

SOME OF THE EIE CAMP PICTURES..

want to view more?
go to my friendster (:

2008-07-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

i'm sick!.
flu and no voice.
so irrtated!.
o3o8o6_15o7o8*
history .....
my blog isn't dead.
just don't feel like upodating.
i getting tired of computers.
bored.
tmw morning going meet bk kor for breakfast.
then go school.
yeah, tmw my chocolate. :DDD

2008-06-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back from genting.
okayyyyy, boyfriend slepping now.
he tmw school re-open already.
equal to not much free time to accompany me.
but actually holiday and school day no much different.
he still sleep very early.
even if go out also early go home.
sians.

i love my boyfriend very much.
but i don't know why.
i'm still so not satisfied with him yet.
i find that he's not fair.
he just can't have his own rights.
haissss.
he do what ever things for me,
never fail to let me feel secure and happy when ever i'm with him.
i realised that i'm too depending on him.
without him, i really don't what my life will be.
even though, we always quarrel.
but still, i really love him alot!!.

2008-06-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

i now at genting.
its great to be here.
there's no stress and much freedom.
today is my last day here.
oh man!time pass so fast.
i bought a NY cap for boyfriend.
he don't get to read my updates.
cause he already fallen asleep.
:DDD.
monday - dance 11-1pm (:
back to my school life soon.
no more slacking.
so sad.
and boyf gonna chiong for 'O's soon.
and for me GPA3.5 and above .
bored bored bored :( .
shall not waste my time.
will be updating when i'm back.
tatas (:

2008-06-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

today meet up with nicholas tan and headed to find sean (:
he working at courts mega store. -.- .
had lunched with them at IKEA.
sean kor treats me (: .
cause he owe me 2years of birthday present. haa.

he might be migrated to Australia.
nicholas currently still serving NS.
1 more year to go.
haaa. that's very fast.
2 to 3 years never really get to eat together already.
they really changed alot.

2plusPM meet nicholas goh.
took cab to serangoon then go work.
after work, lincoln send us back to pasir ris.
bus81-ed. hm-ed.
today is father's day(: .
so had dinner-ed :DD.

tmw going sentosa.
with 4N1'o7.

17th to 22nd will not be in singapore.
going to genting with family (: .

2008-06-13T03:36:00.000+08:00

yo! now during MME.
nothing better to do.
so come and update(:.
after school, goona fetch my bro and meet dar.
and take bus168 to woodland.
watching "gongfu panda" with yicksee, norman, jovies, nicholas and jiawen ((:
later having dinner with wilson too.
okayyy, that nicholas skipped lesson today.
go fetch jiawen.
win liao l0r.

dance cca starting tmw.
excitedddd :x .

ystdy, revision.
can die sia. chap1-7 super thick.
friday CMOS test sure die already.

upcoming events :
june30 - ITIC BBQ .
july2-3 - student council camp
july3 - changkat racial harmony concert

<3
20moredays to 1year11mths.

2008-06-04T13:42:00.000+08:00

Today is our 1 year 10 months Anniversary! (:

time really flies.
2 more months will be our 2 years anniversary already.
seriously, this relationship didn't went smoothly.
it's TRUST who led us this far.

morning, i was late again. :(
sorry, always let you all wait for me.
I'm very tired today.
have MME then life skills.
after that went to work.
yx and yuan very cute.
hahahhahahha (:

after worked, MRT-ed to bugis.
bought my shirt from I.P zone.
and something for that dumb dumb. :DD
took bus 12 hm-ed.
during the bus trip, in between a old lady's hand hit my phone!
and there goes "KABOOM!" my phone landed on the ground.
nick asked "you not heart pain ar?"
i never replied.
is like i nothing to say, only interior super painful.
then like many ppl looking.
what can i do?.
she not on purpose too.
unlucky! hais.
now my phone got scratches! arghh~ .
irritating.

now here i am now updating while talking serious stuffs with that dumbdumb.
but he started to go to his lala land already !
i'm like abit talking to myself now.
stupid boyfriend.

o3o8o6<3

2008-06-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

went pasir ris park with yicksee, nicholas and jinyuan.
cycled for 2hours.
nicholas - skated.
in between, went mac to have our lunch.
it started drizzling, so we speed up and cycled back where we rent it.
when we were up at the platform, a sudden down pour.
luckily, we got out of there and not extending the time.
if not we gonna be drenched.

so decided to find semore at Elizabeth walk.
but ended up, was quite irritated.
so just went off without a BYE.
was walking to marina square's cinema.
passing yuki yaki.
i don't know what for i looked in.
and i saw boyfriend there eating.
like ~~FUCK~~.
i was so agitated.
but still i wished to see him from outside.
that's dumb i know.
but like for so many days couldn't meet.
it sucks.

i drank BREEZER today (:.
but don't know why my face turned so red after that.
nicholas and yuan kept disturbing me.
dumbass!.
but it feels great.
i'm addicted to it.
gonna buy it almost everyday. :DD
had early dinner.
and watched "NARNIA".
hm-ed after that.
saw jacklyn at cityhall platform.
hahaa she gonna meet her D ** .
:P.
good news :
yx and yuan patched :DD.
jiayou okayy .

if i have every events to attend, i'm gonna be super busy.
i hope none will clashed.
these are what currently i'm having besides school work...
- student council (not confirm yet)
- class treasurer (class duty)
CCAs
- dance (friday 2-3:30pm)
- e-line skating (wed 5-8pm)
- vocal (sat 3-5/6pm)
- co-op (not sure yet)
Outside school
- music school (if there's any events)
- work (tues,wed,fri 3hours)
- meeting boyfriend (anytime but he got his 'O's to worry)
i know its crazy but still i find it not enough occupied.
and i still have time for my self study (:

i realise happiness was not given by others,
but is how you achieve it by yourself.

2008-05-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARID! (:
i had been going school late for 30mins almost everyday.
and Mr Sri gonna make me on duty the next time round!.
hahaha.
today learnt about some partition things. n
don't understand at all -.-.

good news to share,
I'm selected for student council!
same goes to nicholas, yeeheng, yicksee and norman.
but yicksee and norman doesn't want it.
so only we 3 got in.
hahaha. boyfriend is so jealous now.
heyy! I've got a higher position then you okay!
muahahaha!.

reached home around 3plus pm.
rest & eat & changed.
and took bus38 to simei.
quite a long time i didn't went over to give him a surprise.
so today i did.
bought him apple crumble pie from HAN's too (:
so boyfriend is super happy todayy.
went orchard.
shopped around but nothing special.
today super late went out and super early reached home.
it's ~~Fucking~~ irritating.
2 out of 14 ~~fucking~~ days free.
~~Fuck~~ everything.
7 F D to go.
i hate to be ur girl.

2008-05-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

today went to school.
had life skills and CMOS.
very boring!.
so went hm-ed, changed.
off to meet boyfriend at Tampines platform.
headed to City Hall.
ate my lunch at Raffles City's toast box.
meet Nicholas around 6:50pm.
walked to Esplanade and waited for Gene's mum to pass us the concert tickets.
supposedly, there should be james, nic, semore, yicksee, gene and me.
ended up, left james, nic and me.
seriously, i don't understand what the fuck going on.
then all moodless, decided not to go.
i mean like if you're in Gene's position, you'll understand.
i really hate the going and not going thing.
or even confirm then last minute canceled.
PISSSEEEDDDDD! .
but overall, nic enjoyed playing psp.
james and i enjoyed the RJC's concert (:.
the conductor very cute. haas.
so mrt-ed back to tampines.
nic went off.
we ate mac (: .
hm-ed.

2008-05-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

i received a hello kitty box from boyfriend<3.
not today but few weeks back. . .

to nicholas : i know i shouldn't asked you to accompany me, but i had no choice.
I'm isn't well for the past 4 days. during all the working days, thanks for all those care.
I'll remembered. and today, really much appreciated.

to yicksee : i know sometimes you'll felt hurt. but sometimes, things isn't the way you think. like today, GENE. he just asked "why you like to beat people?especially for guys?" . he's just asking as a question. not special meaning. i hope you don't always
get the wrong idea. thanks for the care this few days. btw today was much appreciated.

to ys&nic : thanks for the bear. and the card. love you guys alot.
now i have another accompany(:

recently, there's CMOS and MULTIMEDIA test.
not sure multi i got wad grade.
but CMOS test i got 80plus 2nd test 90plus!.
happy can (:

after serious thoughts.
i realised even we had reached so far.
nothing is forever.
in your eyes, friends and family might be first.
and i felt, you don't need me anymore.
i felt like someone which you can choose to meet or not meet up.
your best friend will always stay beside you.
i had learnt how to survive without you.
avioding and not replying had becoming a habit.
thanks for ur coldness.(:
soon, nothing left.
everything ended.
4days ...

2008-05-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

okayyy . I'm back for some updates...
currently working part-time with NI CHO LAS (:
at Prudential(tanjong pagar) as a telemarketer.
working days will be tues, wed and fri.
it's just 3hours.. (:

Saturday will be attending vocal class at clementi ite.
don't know why.
i started to love it.
i didn't attend the previous practise.
whereby, instructor started to pick up ppl for performance.
so miss a chance -.-.
shall wait for the next one.
can't wait to be selected and go Bangkok to perform and shop in the same time =x.
the other performance will be for the 7 seniors.
i find it super COOL!
they'll be acting like a waiter/waitress.
serve as usual.
suddenly, spot lights on them and start singing.
cool-ness cannn. :DD

today had CMOS in the morning. 8-10:30am.
after early lunch went play bowling.
that yeeheng laa. super -.-
nvm.. better don't say it here. LOLS!!.

tmw my schedule will be super tight!
8-12:30am : schooling
12:30-1:15pm : rest/ get changed
1:15-2pm : on the way to work already
2-5pm : end of work
5-6pm : meet dar, steph and silas.
must reach HometeamNS chalet -.-

so i'm like thinking how am i suppose to get changed ?
i will definately take an hour to finish all my stuffs.
NI CHO LAS will be nagging away.
i can't be like bringing clothes to change.
and somemore, my wearing don't suit my school bag at all.
oh DAMMit!

2008-04-24T14:55:00.000+08:00

it's the 2nd weeks of school.
i got into IT 1C.
all N(a)s got into the same class.
furthermore, jacklyn, yeeheng and michelle too (: .
Mr. srinathan still our CA (: .

Roles was posted . . .

yeeheng - class rap
me & yicksee - treasurer

i hate going round asking for money,
give back change or even have to owe them .
finally, got a task done.
I'm glad that my class was good.
EXCEPT for D* .
i don't know what's wrong with his eyes or ears.
if yicksee and i look like one, then how about you ?
should i say that you look rather like ~~bangala~~ who went for some whitening and plastic surgery (: .
LOLS.
recently, caught "the hotti & the notti" and "forbidden kingdom" with darl .
today went simei after my school.
accompany darl at CC to revise his work.
after that went to play at the fittness corner.
6+pm. went hm-d.
very boringgg.
tmw would be a FUCKING long day :(
8am - 5:30pm .
arghhhh.

2008-04-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

today is our 1 year 8 months and 2 days together..
and i got a very nice suprise from him.
at first i also don't know how he did it.
after dinner at suntec's 'just noodle' ,
i went to the ladies.
me : [came out of toilet] where we going now ?
him : let's go up to enjoy the breeze ..
me : [music suddenly end] see la, we go up, it [refering to fountain] ended already..
him : yahh la ..
me: [pointing at the right] go there sit . .
him : don't want , here..
so anythinggggg (: .
me : [reading other ppl's msges to him] wahh, they 5 years anni le !
him : yah lor, we 2 years also not yet reachh ..
me : TO: bla bla FROM: daddy and mummy.. happy birthday son.. wahh, his daddy and mummy so good de. .
him : haaa yah lor . [smiling away]
me : [reading till] blablabla .. TO : [slient] [smile secretly]
him : see, that how much you meant to me. so stop asking me those questions ar .
me : [speechless] [tears fall] [feeling so touched]
super shocked i could say.
this was my very 1st time having this kind of suprise.
i never thought he would post msg for me there.
as it quite common already.
seriously, it felt so different reading msg dedicated for me then reading other ppl's msges.
really very sweet of you.
it was the best present you gave me for this 1 year 8mths anni (: .
thanks alot, so sweet of you .
you knew i always asked questions which very werid,
yet you made it to show me how much i meant to you.
i'm really very happy today !.
iloveyou <3

i bought ripples's slippers.
and a shirt from bugis street xDDD!.
happppyyyyyy !

2008-04-01T14:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday, went out with dar to city hall and bugis.
don't feel like meeting him at first.
but don't know why he called and asked "still wan to go out not?"
i just yahs .
nvmmm, i just woke up what.
:DD.
so we from suntec to bugis to marina sq to bugis again.
furthermore, I'm wearing heels.
super painful, the moment i boarded the bus.
and sat down. I'm like finally =X.
we were like so obsessed with arcade's basketball.
I'm like so happy when we able to score so well which was unexpected.
suntec: we got 400plus points.
bugis : 606 points.
haaas.
had KFC for dinner.
2pcs chicken (:.
no photos taken.

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today went to woodlands.
cause wilson's early birthday celebration.
joveis, norman, norman's sis and me.
planned with veis about the cake surprise.
bought a flowery decorated choco cake.
my girlfriend mahh :DD.
party world-ed.
sang not much songs.
and left at 7pm.
meet someone which someone said that someone is following someone.
-.- . nvm, if you don't understand.
=D .
walked home-d.
half way through dar piggy-back me *smileee xD.
was kind of headache cause of the long bus journey.
which makes me feel like vomiting.
on the way back saw yiheng at basketball court.
unexpectedly, he went to the same school and course with me (:.
i'm like don't believe until jacklyn say the same things.
haaa.

2008-03-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

today went serangoon give flyers.
fucking suay today.
board the taxi then the door kena my hand.
now super swollen.
got blood somemore.
nicholas's FAULT!.
after that went simei meet dar.
he bought me plaster.
then gave me only 8 plaster and stickers.
stupid asshole.
others he keep.
went banquet ate prawn noodle.
then bought HAN's apple pie for him.
walked to fitness corner play.
super long never play till so happy already.
BUT THEN i fell down.
stupid boyfriend! his FAULT.
now my leg and finger pain =( .
hope tomorrow will be a easy job.

that stupid ced's "zhuan jiao yu dao ai" .
had became my BOYFRIEND STEALER!.
FUCKING EXTRA IRRITATING!
i can't talked to him long.
that stupid lousy ending show made him so attracted to it.
ARGHHHH!.

2008-03-26T14:59:00.000+08:00

finally i get to play my PSP.
stupid boyfriend said wanna to update my bubble games.
yet ended up i got back the same old stuff.
irritating.
made me can't play my drum for like 2 days!
i shall take his memory stick for 2 days too.
he came under block and cycled me to tm.
walked around, had KFC for my dinner.
played arcade awhile.
then went home-d.
today's ride super fast.
mostly green man (:
ystdy he made another scar on my leg!
hate you!

2008-03-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday, met him at tampines platform.
around 2pm.
cause i woke up at 11:30am.
and he around that time giving tuition to someone.
i gave him chocolate :P .
went city hall with darling.
walked around at raffleslink.
ate couple meal at food junction.
then took shuttle bus to suntec.
played arcade.
stupid darling always snatch my basketball.
and somemore aiming so lousy.
always bounce out of the machine.
dumbdumb!.
today's result not good =( .
we didn't got 500+ points.
must work hard. and stop making each other laugh.
will lost concentration can.
haaaa.
thought of eating fish and co.
but there too bright. that lover said so. (:
so instead of fish and co. , we went marina square's cartel eat.
i had spicy seafood pasta.
darl had grilled chicken.
and brownies (dessert) .
great dinning (:
walked to bugis took bus12 straight back home.
that psp memory card stealer.
i can't play my drum :( .
stupid boyfriend.
thanks for bringing me to any place i want to eat.
i knew we spent alot.
sorry.
no more restaurant okay.
but one week one time (:.
love you <3

2008-03-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

today's event.
theme : smart and casual.
so after long thoughts.
skinnies and shirt will do.
morning i was worried that everyone will wear very nice.
but yesterday cher say about wearing dress.
i was thinking, how can i wear something that too formal yet not casual
but turn up, i think my ways of wearing is perfect for the day.
after event in school.
we went marina bay for cruise.
thought it would be a big ship.
but ending up, without air-con.
not 2 storey high.
not big at all.
kind of sea sick somehow.
teachers are good in describing the opposite .
so went around walking, i felt much better then sitting down.
today was the last day for MRO.
Sad, april they will be at yishun campus alr.
though i don't really know about you all.
but lucks for studies alrights.
N(A) batch rocks this 10 weeks. (:
see ya guys during april 14th.
misses*

2008-03-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

today, early morning had breakfast at mac with norman and yicksee.
seriously i fucking hate yesterday NIGHT.
i don't know what the fucking shit they want.
and scolding, saying. as if I'm the one in the WRONG.
oyesssh. so today started, pretended there's nothing happened.
so be it.
yicksee bought strait times to find jobs.
was aiming ISETAN.
after school, wilson, norman, nicholas, yicksee and i went orchard.
so just accompanied Nicholas to interview.
but the pay wasn't up to my expectation.
ate at far east.
and went shopping for tmw's event.
i really wanted to find something nice.
but i really nothing to buy.
so does it seems to be a fucking big DEAL ?
that made you so frustrated.
it's my choice to choose whether i want it or not.
since nothing caught my eyes, definitely i won't buy clothes that i don't wear for long.
i already had alot clothes that i wore one time and that's it.
sometimes, i really don't fucking understand.
why must i be someone better? even though they can't even appreciate.
seriously I'm sick of the friend and not friend shit.
and attitude stuff which made me sick.
super primary school kid can.
walan, sibei bua tahan. *
met dar go T3 walk walk.
at least i can say what ever shit out to him.
so I'm happy somehow (:.
without bother much anymore =D.
i prefer being alone.

2008-03-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday we went sentosa! :DD.
met at tamp platform at 9plusAM.
took train to harbour front.
and went vivo mart to bought some tibits.
i don't know why i felt so loved today.
took sentosa express and alighted at beach station.
siloso here we comeeeeeeee =X.
darl that idiotic having a stupid mind of pushing me down to the water.
but ended out he got himself wet 1st. haaaa.
ohhhh. and i teach him how to swim.
you must really thanked me for that.
i will charge you by asking you to buy clothes for me. =P
and and and futher more, i'm a great teacher.
i got myself real tanned.
the sunburn so painful =(( .
washed up and took tram tram to palawan :DD.
had some knowledge about pigtail monkeys.
and went to watch parrots perform.
had our lunch and black pepper chicken puff .
so nice .
darl bought "song of the sea" tickets.
a promise that he wanted to bring me watch.
i enjoyed the show.
i love the lightning and fire and fireworks.
train back to vivo.
went "asian kitchen" eat.
darl ate ka jiang mian, i ate xia ren zhao fan.
plus xiao long bao (:.
dar bought ICE CREAM for me.
my favourite =xx.
took bus 65 back inter.
he love sleeping on my shoulder :((.
*da ben dan!

2008-03-13T16:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday went school as normal.
wasn't very nice with wilson nowadays.
as i really hate his attitude.
and how would i know what the hell you doing that day?.
after school, walked to tampines mall.
as we skipped sentosa trip.
catch "AUGUST RUSH" with yicksee and norman .
a musical movie.
though yicksee like wanted to sleep at the very first half.
but as for me a music lover.
i don't find it very boring.
still acceptable laaa.
especially the part where they play the music, i love it most.
somehow i liked the storylines.
after that, went home straight as rain kept on falling heavily.
isn't a great day for BBQ.
but we got our ways .
my first tme waiting for bus21 for a hour.
very pek chek.
i don't like darl to wait for me for so long.
and i don't like when they asked darl to buy things yet took him so long.
he was waiting for me! that why took so long.
and i'm not purposely being so late.
understood?
so what he's the organiser. but no one cooperates.
what the use?.
and this BBQ i find it like more to the forcing people to pay up , and to come.
i realised that i'm not used to there.
too ailen i could say.
unluckily, i got knocked by the long thick wood stick.
thanks thio, to sayang me when darl wasn't by my side.
and darling, where you go?.
i seriously find that a seconds without you anything could happen.
secondly, i hope that you'll be there very seconds.
have breezer for my thrist (: .
finally of all, i could say i won't attend such outings anymore.
share cab-ed with andrea.
and went home-d.
stupid darl never sent me home again =( *angry*

now my head hurt a dozen. :(

2008-03-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i spent the whole entire night with darl.
were ton-ing outside at town area.
and was our every FIRST time catching movies at 2AM (:.
i kept whining darl to catch the sneak preview of "STEP UP 2" .
was very disappointed when he gave me his answer. =(
so i told him that orchard still operates till late night.
decided to go there for a walk.
didn't know that orchard still so many many people.
darl suddenly, asked me "if i promise you go watch, you must promise that we will take the first train back." .
as for me, of course i'm very pleased and happy.
past midnight, there's still many people at Cinleisure.
thought that stores will closed by 11pm.
but over 1am still not yet closed.
stupid us as a first timer,
went 7eleven bought fast food.
after ate finished, we slacked and drinked.
till about time.
we went back there and saw there's fast food and kopithiam opened.
LOL. nothing to sayyy .
after a great movie.
ate maggie as my stomach not feeling well.
too much gasy drinks.
much better after that.
we took the very first bus 65 back to tamp inter.
know what?. we fall asleep till reach alr still never alight.
until the bus driver came up to the upper decker to wake us up.
super paisehh . ^^,
thanks for your care for today.
yesterday wasn't a great day i can say (:.
ily. <3

2008-03-08T12:23:00.000+08:00

previous 2 days, school end at 12plus pm.
cause went to navy.
had buffet for lunch.
reached home around 1pm.
was watching tv till darl called.
and hanged up.
i fell asleep (: .
woke up at 6plus pm then realised that i had so many missed call.
prepared and changed.
met darling at tamp control station.
we watched "2 faces of my girlfriend".
the movie end 2hours plus later.
nice movie :D
it already 11plus pm.
so took bus 38 home.
darl didn't sent me hm :(.
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yesterday, went school as per normal.
maths no TEST :DD.
my group consisted of nicholas, norman, yicksee and me.
we needed to do conditional probability.
nic and i need to teach .
so overall, cher gave us a simple question.
and norman got it right.
so yahh. our group woN.
end school, darl came and pass me some money.
quite touched. cause he got remedial yet he still came.
so yahh. took bus to 201 and bought food home.
while waiting for him to release from school.
went tm awhile. shopped for WANQIN's present .
nothing much ..
he went home at 9plus pm.
i had 2 piece chicken for dinner xPP.
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today is WANQIN's birthday!.
though i don't get to see her and give the present from my own hands.
but still i remember this day.
i hope you will like it (x.
as usual, i'm late again.
so went discovery center.
kind of bored.
ate breakfast at there.
watched "everest" 3D movie.
took bus back to school.
norman, yicksee and me skipped PE .
HAAAAS :DD.
its like till 5pm can.
can't tahan.
so went home.
went downstairs for some jogging.
so this was what i done this 3 days. . .
(:

2008-02-25T11:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday around 9plus AM.
met darl at tampines platform.
went to sentosa with dar.
we took sentosa express to beach station.
then walked to siloso beach.
settled down and start playing .
we had lots of fun with each other.
but a time limit.
so at noon, we washed up.
and got our butts off there. lols.
after that took tram tram to beach station.
went imbiah station to walk around.
was whining for drinks.
super thirsty i could say.
thought of having subways but too crowded.
so darling decided to go KOUFU to eat.
we shared curry fried rice, coconut drink and ice cocktail .
dared not eat too much.
cause later having dinnr with others.
searching for the tree in the past that he wrote something on it.
but it gone somehow.
took tram back to beach station and went 7eleven.
bought a super BIG glup of ice lemon tea.
walking out a lady asked for survey stuff.
i kinda of lazy to answer half way through.
so darl kept answering.
and she started asking that did we heard about that sentosa islander.
so darl said no, but i said yes.
so ended up i get a keychain ((:. *happy .
took sentosa express back to Vivo city.
shop around, while waiting for pat to call.
but it seems to be no answer from.
last call received from yaocong.
they didn't informed us at all and went for dinner already.
so yah. shouldn't had even wait .
should just contiune with what we doing.
after all shit, seriously did enjoyed alot more.
had mutton soup, nasi goreng and indian rojak.
and took MRT hm-ed .
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2008-02-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !
woke up at 5am today.
just to get down and see my boyfriend.
and wanted to gave him his long time wanted puzzle.
300 pieces and was my first time doing it all by myself.
half way through i kind of giving up, due to some unhappiness that day.
also my first time contributing more than a day to complete the present.
ate roti prata at HOLA. then to 7eleven and Cheers.
finding dark chocolate for norman.
while walking saw ben and aik kai.
yesterday bought chocolate for the 6 of them.
Wati, Yixi, Nicholas, Wilson, Semore, Jingyuan.
he walked me to the his school bus stop, while waiting for the time to passby.
seriously time passes by so fast that reaches 7:20am within a blink of an eye.
IT'S time for him to go school.
he left the bus stop.
while waiting for bus, i realised that MOST changkat students had been on time.
was unexpected i could say.
reached my school bus stop at 7:30am.
waited for the others to come.
today having technical study and 3hours of maths.
3pm i'll be released (: .
now in computer lab 5203A.
doing some theory about Finite Set, Infinite Set, Universal Set, Sub Set and Null Set.
super boring i can say.
wondering later where he will bring me to -.- .
i received a BIGBIG flower from my brother yicksee.
HELLO KITTY from my brother norman.
a chocolate from LAODA semore.
darl gave me small lollipop, dark chocolate, white gold ring from sooleejewellery.
THANKS FOR EVERY GIFT THAT YOU GUYS GAVE(((:.
love all my brothers.
afterall, darling i love you :DD

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after school met darling at tamp platform .
headed to city hall for dinner.
his treat :DD .
after that went shopping.
too shuttle bus to MRT and went hm-ed.
though we had insufficient time, but i did enjoy every moment i had with you.
thanks darling for making all things so happening. (:

2008-02-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

happy 18th month anniversary !.
it had been long since we were together.
time really flies.
its already 1 and a half year.
6 months to go will be our 2nd year. (:

darl came fetch me under my blk.
he lied saying he had a bad stomachache.
had to wait for him like super longgg .
while walking. a hand just grabbed on to my waist.
was shocked at first .
was thinking who the hell touched me.
haaa.
so yahhh. that my boyfriend -.- .
were super long since he came under my blk to fetch me.
xDDD.
we went bugis to shop around.
i need to buy another black skinnies for school use.
i having bad sorethroat , no voice .
hardly can speak well =(( .
hoping to recover as soon as possible.
looking around for clothes.
had a design in mind.
found it at bugis street which only 10bucks .
looking around for darl's formal shirts too .

jay zhou was there to promote his new basketball movie.

happy * i get to see both my favourite singer (:
bugis was super packed with all his fans.
went city hall after that.
ate "just noodles".
saw felicia chin (: .
was only behind us (: .
the food there was so nice.
dar had teriyaki chicken.
i had the fried salmon.

after that went to marina square.
went to revoltage .
the shirts there are all very nice.
the price also. =X.
went back in the store for like more then 3times.
finally darl get to buy his formal -.-.
a black one with white dots on the shoulder area.
pretty nice (: .
took shuttle bus back to mrt.
took mrt hm-ed.
i love today .
very fun and enjoying (:.

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yesterday went to my music school.
accompanied jacklyn for her audition SINGOUT.
she had a nice voice.
but maybe the song she chose was a problem.
though eu didn't get it.
there's still chances for eu to succeed.
actually today also my audition.
but i got bad sorethroat.
were changed to the 15th.
after that went hm-ed.
jacklyn went to bugis with shan they all.

2008-02-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

today normal school day.
8am to 3pm.
very boring.

30/1
went simei ite to listen to talks about the experience in different country.
saw leslie while walking towards the foryer.
the auditiorum was so steep.
feel like can fall anytime.
yicksee didn't came school.
most prob. cuz of ystdy stuffs.
ate at cafeteria 1.
their campus food is so much better and cheaper.
ours just so sucky.
jinyuan went home.
semore, norman, wilson and me accompanied nicholas to expo to find his girl.
we went round and round finding her.
but we could not find her.
so went outside sitting beside the food court.
while waiting for her return from break.
was playing psp .
darl came find me .
bike ((:.
went tm slack .

29/1
on this fucking day i can said.
i totally can't control myself from childish people.
so i started off by talking nicely.
yet silent was what i got.
i told myself well enough,
i shouldn't shout at her cause teacher was around.
so i ended off by asking her to write what had happened that day.
meanwhile, i asked yicksee out to chat about stuffs.
yet you just gave me attitude and said asked her out to say things clear.
fine enough, i gave her another chance to explain to me.
but slient was the answer again.
a simple question i gave you " what you said about me during the conversation?"
you can't even reply it.
needed yicksee to be your microphone to speak up.
btw, msged here, you're just too jealous.
please mind your looks and attitude before you talk bad about me (:.
i'm curious, wondering what the fuck have i done to her.
i don't bad mouth people like she does.
she can't even own up what she said on that day.
how could she said that i'm disgusting and i influenced the group to hate her.
first thing first, are you even part of our group ? .
mind your words girl .
and if you really need guys,
i think the guys would just run off without saying a HI or BYE .
my target was not to anti people.
is just do what i think it's right.
so far, all people in the college was quite nice people.
furthermore, my batch was all good people accept for her.

take bus to tampines and accompany semore.
met james after that .
went mac , rest .
kind of moodless today.

2008-01-26T07:13:00.000+08:00

hello (:
now i at jingyuan's house wasting time.
waiting for my CCA to start .
so boring la.
tmw i got my music school performing group audition.
feb2nd another SING OUT competition.
going with jaclyn (: .
now have to think what fast song and slow song to sing .
so exciting la but scary . =(( .
tmw 7 pm .
diee laaaa. =(

2008-01-24T12:36:00.000+08:00

it already the 23rd day of yr 2008.
had been really long since i ever update.
currently I'm studying at ite tampines.
taking information technology course.
aiming GPA 3.8 and wish to get in poly successfully.
had breakfast in the morning with yicksee, jinyuan, wilson, norman & laoda.
laoda finally come back.
today had life skills lessons.
creating a damn funny story.
my group will understand what i mean.
a total revenge since we hate HER so much la.
IRRITATING GIRL (:.
during break was playing my PSP throughout the whole one hour.
after that, went to the studio have group work.
and do goal settings .
passing up that time teacher suggested me and wilson to take 'O' English.
kinda of weird la.. -.-

ite was great , the ppl there was interesting too.
i love being here (: .
they were all very friendly.
seriously 100% better then secondary school life.
thanks nicholas, yicksee, norman, semore, jinyuan, wilson, nad, wati, irah, sally, amy and many more.
for being a great friends/brothers (: .
things kept happening from the start of the day we get together as a group.
all character was really so different that so hard to understand.
but still i find them a great friend after all.
through what I've learnt from my OBS instructor,
a meaningful example ;
to make Milo, we need to have milk and coca powder and hot water.
and you mix it all together.

to friendship means that people around us isn't the one we expect them to be yet we need to accept for who they really are. different people come from different background and we are all mix together.

p.s. shouldn't change for the bad, but the good.

2007-12-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

went out with darling to dohby ghout.
ate meehoon with curry.
food court ate ice jelly.
walked around.
bought doughnut !
from plaza sing to heeren to far east.
were crowded everywhere.
bought him a formal shirt at 77th street.
he bought me a shirt too.
so promised will wear it during count down (:.
we ate dinner at far east.
rice, kangkong. fish .
first time eating all this with you.
although not as fun as last year.
but still i did enjoyed.
thankyou.
<3
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some updates for taiwan trip.
this are some photos.

LOLIPOP at ximenting.
JOLIN at taipei main station.

=))) . done

2007-12-22T15:59:00.000+08:00

went ite. bring farid ard the school.
the weather is like super hot.
bus9 to east point.
bought bubble tea.
went changkat saw mdm rabiyah.
she's happy about my POA marks.
i'm glad too (: .
wait for junhong to appeal for repeat.
then VP say dec27 then come back again.
super werid.
so farid and i went home-d.
they meeting ss, bry, dyl , fiq .
wait till about 8pm.
cabbed down to east coast's mac.
waited for darl to end his work attachment.
his friends all super hyper and crazy.
don't know why, see me like one kind. -.-
so roy, darl and i walked to parkway there.
accompanied them eat.
then went mac for my fries.
bus31-ed to tamp inter.
darl sent me home-d .
(: .

2007-12-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

IT'S A INDESCRIBABLE FEELINGS ...

after getting a unsatisfied results,
i finally think further from now .
i realise that people always said ITE = Its The End.
i detest this collage but with no other better choices i had to apply.
i felt the disgrace feeling of how everyone always mention about it.
humiliated of course, just that I'm going for higher nitec not nitec .
but with no 'O' lvl cert. i felt useless where my PSLE agg. is much better than most TTs .
honestly, i still can't accept the facts yet.
my emotions are always unstable now.
don't know when can i be back to normal .
maybe just that the impact is too huge for me to accept.
like as if there's many glass pieces piercing through my heart .
abit by abit .
the feelings that no words can take over it.
i really don't know and dare not imagine what will i be like in the future.
it seems so hard to maintain good stuffs.

tmw accompany farid to ite to change course.
and junhong to appeal for sec5.
hope everything goes smoothly.

2007-12-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

woke up by Mr Koh's phone call .
he kept on calling and calling till i answer .
he asked me to apply faster.
if not later no vacancy .
so he told me about some good courses.
he seriously a TV freak.
haaa. asking me to study marine offshore cause the show say that very good.
crazy teacher.
called up Mr Nahar for my 2nd references .
so yahh. i had applied already.
first choice is biotechnology .
don't really know what it's all about.
but since both of them said got future.
so just take . ITE = my nightmares.
so there's nothing good for me in the school .
went their open house at 3:30pm with Roy, Gerald, Eugene and darl.
i was late, after alighting at simei.
darl cycled me to the school.
touring around the school with Eugene's guide .
the best thing is all air-conditional classroom .
after all the touring .
others went home-d .
darl cycled me back to simei.
took MRT to tampines and shopped.
had bread and large fries for my lunch and dinner.
were very fun today.
cause i had accepted the facts.
but still got a fasle feeling after junhong saying that i can appeal for sec5.
still deciding . . .
haiisss. i miss darl alot .
every morning he will prepare breakfast for me.
can see each other everyday.
just so don't get use to it.
next year I'll be alone.
cause my friend mostly went nitec .
argghhhh .
must thank Mr Koh.
he's the only teacher so worrying about me.
thanks alot .

2007-12-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

'N's results release today.
know what? i got a 11 points.
which means i can't get promoted to sec5N.
fucking shit la.
BUUUTTTTT i fail with good results.
i got a 19 points for my best 5 subjects.
which equal to I'm able to go for higher nitec next year.
seriously i must thank Mr Koh for being so caring and supportive.
Mr Nahar too. he's the one to choose all the courses for me.
i trust them by offering all the choices.
hoping that next year will be a great year.
shall work hard. and get a top 5%.
i isn't that dumb(: .
overall, i had nothing to say about my results.
I'm happy enough to see that i pass my English and POA.
both unexpected subjects and i got grade 4 .
seriously quite happy .
the moment i got my results I'm like really can't believe my remarks : REPEAT.
Mr Koh's face like so worry.
I'm like half gone .
he kept on helping me count my points.
a great teacher.
Mr Nahar stopped me .
and gave me suggestions.
really appreciate alot.
after all the ITE talks.
went east point with steph and wanqin.
months we didn't stepped into this mall already .
had bubble tea and sat on the 6th level.
chatting away, so called my last outing with them.
around 6pm, darl came find me .
we went tampines.
ate filet-o-fish student meal.
went CS.
saw roy they all at CS's arcade.
so join in the crowd.
after that. weiting, hoiyee and patrick left .
we went TM's mac have serious thoughts.
i seriously moodless plus unstable emotions.
wasn't home-d that early.
thanks darl for the comforting and nice words and your accompanying.
thanks both great teachers too.
that's all .

2007-12-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

i know my blog had been long not updating.
shall share some stuff then.
i went Taiwan from 5thdec to 11dec ' o7.
same as him, but he went Vietnam
it was a super good day there.
you know what ? .
i saw my favourite singer 蔡依林 !
she's very pretty.
very thin.
everything just so perfect.
i bought many shirts, shorts, shoes, heels and accessories.
helped ben bought his favourite DVD.
ivy - eariing.
chris - food? lols.
darl - adidas jacket & a J necklaces.
2nd last day at 西门町.
i saw 「 Lollipop棒棒堂」.
not bad . many Singaporean went up to get their signature.
but wasn't that crowded though.
just 5 bucks and you can go on stage to get their signature with a big poster.
how great, if singapore got this kind of event.
was too bored today.
watched [不能说的秘密] through youtube.
a nice musical love story. . . .

2 more days ,
result OUT.

2007-11-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM HONGKONG!!!.
14th Nov o7 .
went to changi airport T1 at around 3am.
ate burger king before boarding the flight.
4:30am. everyone was there already.
got our luggage identity, and name tag.
passport checked. and off we go.

united airlines was not as good as Singapore airlines.
the seat was so small and isn't comfortable at ALL.
sat with 2 CCSS's dance girls.
didn't ate anything. reached hongkong 4hours later.
board the coach and went touring around.
went to the victoria peak& the peak, avenue of stars.
can't remember much but we did alot of shopping.
2nd day went sampan ride, stanley market, ocean park and night market
3rd day DISNEYLANDDDDD.
last day NIGHT MARKET AGAIN.

was quite relaxing there .
as the food was always 10 dishes.
back from hK like finally.
was super tiring as i continuously 2days slept only 3 hours.
just can't get to sleep somehow.
my room mate is kamilah.
i'm glad to have her .
back to w0rking lifeee. (:

2007-11-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

went out with darling to bugis.
like finally after many days of work.
we bought a present for his sis which i like it last time.
finding his and my shoes.
the shoes like not that nice anymore.
bought myself a new hand phone pouch at FOurskin'MS.
ate doughnut peanut dark chocolate and dark chocolate with raspberry.
had lots of things to talk.
a very moment that able to share all the bloody work thing with him.
seriously that captain & vice head sucks=x .
dinner-ed at 'just noodles'
went around shopping.
till i say something wrong.
but seriously i don't think i really at fault.
ok nvm. end of today.
let me do some survey found at friendster bulleting...

[ ] You like to see blood
[ ] You participate in contact sports
[x] You like to watch a fight
[x] You've been in a fight
[ ] Cat fights turns you on or youlike watching cat fights
[ ] You watch wresling
[ ] You carry an object that can beused as a weapon around
[x] You slap someone when they insultyou
[x] You hit/pinch the guy/girl youlike jokingly
[x] You like action movies
[x] You are thinking of hittingsomeone while doing this survey
[ ] You train your knuckles by hittingsomething
[x] You read novels about war
[ ] 2 or more of your friends thinkyou're scary
[ ] You love threatening to hurt others
[ ] You believe love and peace is bullshit
[ ] You like Weapons of Mass
[x] You believe in hitting someone even after he's down
[x] You don't mind hitting a girl
[x] You want to torture the person you hate

Total:10

Count the amount of "x" you have,multiply that by 6: __x6=__%repost this as "I'm __% violent

OMG. i'm 60% violent. LOLS!

2007-10-26T09:24:00.000+08:00

you shouldn't have know that i had QUIT my job.
i didn't know that being a waitress is so much tougher then flyers.
A BIG BIG THANK YOU to wanqin for helping me to dial up the person and quit.
cause it was a SUNDAY(21/10/07), i got my singing so can't use handphone much.
seriously the pervious two days that wanqin and i work was tough.
first day, we were split and went with someone who have the experience.
serving food is not a very nice job to do.
after you bend so long, the moment you stand striaght your back hurt a million.
2nd day, drink server. thought was the easy job to do. but you know what?
the glasses, especially jar containing with chinese tea are heavy.
serve cocktails, our hands is like shivering. totally have no other strength left.
we got to use round tray and support 2 glass of cocktails using our left hand.
our hands and legs were so painful the you hardly want to get up and walk.
although we made loss and not earn, but at least we don't need to suffer anymore.
bloody TCC sucks. they say they isn't agency but to me is more to it now.
AND yes, you all must know that raffles the plaza hotel's ballroom is BIG but the plate all this is very 'clean'. you know what i mean.
this is what happen few days back. today is my DARLING's BIRTHDAY.
later around 4pm, will bring him t somewhere nice (:

2007-10-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday had our injection at tampines polyclinic.
seriously, VERY PAINFUL and NO STRENGTH.
meet yuanzhe, jiewoei, baonan and thiamseng too.
board the train to Clarke quay.
accompanied them to their interview.
and training after.
was quite boring when alex teaching but after all, i like the serving part.
cause wanqin go grab my hand using fork and spoon.
then i go do dar's, like so sway, alex saw.
while playing with everything, cc go do his butt.
then i follow, like WTH another one saw.
LOL!. cause of wanqin and dar ! i kept on laughing non-stop.
alex also think i crazy already.
we four going to work at sentosa's five star hotel.
alex in-charge of us. (:
went back tamp.
wanqin known as a WHITE CAP WITH BIG EYES dinosaur.
she kept RAWWWHHH-ing.
don't know why, and love poking me.
went mac with dar .
ate and went hm-ed.
*thanks for piggy back me.
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dar love kicking ball so much that he spent most of his time with his boyfriends today.
and he forgotten about me being bored.
i remembered what he told me.
he said that when i'm at home he'll also stay at home.
but things like different, i know you didn't play with them like super long already.
i didn't stop you from that but i hope you just tell me straight that you won't be accompanying me.
i waited for you from the time you end school till you end your briefing.
and you told me you playing soccer.
like my heart sunk, i don't why.
like waited for so long wanted to chat with you longer on phone.
but like it seems to turn me off.
AUDITION almost till late night.
and he's still outside chatting with his friends.
he went hm-ed on phone with me.
we'd got nothing much left to talk anymore.
the gap may seems to be small, but it getting wider and wider.
maybe i just miss you too much.
i just needed more of your time to accompany me.
i'm bored. seriously.

2007-10-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday, yaocong, choonchuan, wanqin, dar and i went for job interview for banquet restaurant at Clarke quay.
went there was like stunned cause there wrote TCC hospitality don't know what.
all thought of not attending this job already, cause a restaurant become a small office.
and the place wasn't that nice too.
since I'm the one introducing this job, i hope things goes smoothly.
got our interview, filled in the black and whites and read some rules and regulations.
found out that this was the human resource and training place.
so was quite alright with everything.
as we'll be working in a 5-stars hotel.
gonna had injections to prevent diseases.
and buy working shirt, shoes, TCC's shirt, hair net, stocking and hair clips.
total around one day's pay gone.
but i'm willing to pay off rather than staying at home everyday.
waiting for their call to confirm.
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woke up like 10plus in the morning.
dar was super high today, morning call me still can greet me with a very hyper tone.
dress-ed up, hair done, and off i go.
went city hall with dar.
had old chang kee's chicken wings and curry puffs, doughnut factory's double chocolate and carrefour's banana cake.
walked around, dar wanted to buy me hair clips and belt.
haaa. ((:.
i can't wait for work to start.
so dar and i can buy the tanktop from new urban.
i want the one wih volleyball wording.
arcade-d awhile.
went mq walk walk.
saw jaclyn . haaa.
then buy super glue for my heels.
thanks dar for fixing it((:.
ended up, our fingers kena super glue.
until now still didn't come off. lol.
it feel like the fingers are fake .
dinner-ed at just noodles.
long time didn't eat there.
we had spicy chicken set meal and additional fried wanton.
and drank about 4 cups of drinks.
mrt-ed to pasir ris and took bus21-ed hm-ed.
*thanks dar, i did ENJOY!.
don't say i didn't say i enjoy a not! xD.
byebye.

2007-10-12T04:37:00.000+08:00

okay. i slept so late last night.
like around 5 am .
but i woke up quite early today.
10am like that.
was too bored, so took bro's Mr midnight and start reading.
yeah, it is a compliment that i managed to read till the end of the story.
normally i will end my story half way through as i find it tiring to read so much pages.
a clap for me ** xD.
this shows how bored i am .

i found a job, part time service staff at banquet restaurant.
with quite a high pay.
inform wanqin too (: will be meeting her later at 3pm.
to call the person in-charge to arrange the interview.
i hope that we both will get in.
dar interested too. (:
just on phone with dar after his speech in school about China.
3rd Dec he's going Vietnam with school.
how lucky was he to has such an ability to go overseas with school again.
i wish i could too. how sad.

blame myself for being such a bad conduct in school.
and does not perform real well for my grades and CCA.
due to some things in the past which i find it seriously speechless.
as though i were the starter of everything.
how nincompoop that they have become.
end of story, haa.
gonna prepare myself and meet wanqin and dar real soon.
xDDD cya.

2007-10-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

sleep till like 5 in the afternoon.
were very tiring .
cause of the lack of sleep yesterday after coming home from aloha.
i miss going school with dar in the early morning and the breakfast he prepared for me.
holidays is here, dar still had to go back to school and study.
cause through train.
BORING!. hope to find work as soon as possible.
so can earn money and buy things that i had eye on.
holiday= lesser chance to see each other.
:(( .

2007-10-10T14:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my last paper for POA.
was super happy that i finally can let go my stress.
without facing more homework and school stuffs.
walked out of school with wanqin.
took bus home-d.
played audition while waiting for steph to end school.
went to fetch her cause raining heavily.
we gone to white sands,
had our lunch at Cavana.
we ate teriyaki chicken hotplate.*student meal.
being a student is great (:.
bought big gulp mixing coke and spite together.
super gassy but taste like vanilla coke.
steph wanted to borrow novel from library.
so we walked in with our drinks.
unfortunately, we were asked to leave cause of 'NO DRINKS AND FOODS ALLOWED'.
sat at the top floor as both our legs were tired.
while finishing the big gulp.
went back in within 15minutes were out with a book already.
she bought a nail polish from ayries.
stupid auntie kept following us, giving an annoying face.
back to the top while waiting for dar to get here.
around 5plus pm.
steph went with her sis and jonana.
we off to aloha loyang(Gerald's belated birthday)
didn't know that he wanted to over night.
cause through train got school tomorrow.
first time hearing that he wanted to ovenight.
had fun BBQ-ing with hoiyee.
i were quote as 'OBS' cause of that Thiamseng while setting up the fire.
first time seeing ppl using so much of the fire starter.
very funny!.
love the beehoon most, very tasty.
total had around 20 people in our class went.
played blind mice once with Chanel they all.
then accompanied dar as he was having stomachache
more and more played and something not nice happened.
ts and cc set up the fire again.
i went helping them to cook as i were hungry.
ate chicken wings and cooked lots of food up and went sleep.
were super tired though but i kept disturbing dar.
Haas, didn't know that i fell asleep too.
woke up 6+am for toilet cause the air-con was so cold.
went back sleep again.
around 9am came out of the room and played ps2.
others slept till 9.55am.
took shuttle bus back to mrt.
went home-d early to check bro's work.
others ate at white sands.
dar sent me home-d after that.
i do enjoy alot. and looking forward for another chalet with the same old people including steph and wanqin too.
((x.
he met cedrick to do project.
met him 4plus under my block.
walked to cs and played arcade.
while walking around saw s.
were quite irritated with ppl staring.
what the hell actually happened.
i don't understand.
since she heck care.
what's more for me to care.
common sense that human would response that way.
dar went home-d, sent him to control station.
went to simei and had dinner with my family.
gone home after bro bought new school shoes.
tiring day i can say.
but i still miss the moment when i were with dar.

2007-10-06T02:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE n her boyfriend ! <<3
yesterday had N lvl's History paper.
woke up at 5am to revise!
which was definitely last minute work.
but i did memorised February & October revolution 1917 (:.
my first time studying for History.
seriously very happy when i first looked at the questions.
it came out what Mr Nahar predicted.
next monday will be my last paper(POA).
:DD.
wanqin and i decided to buy cake for steph as we ended early.
planned with her and james.
it was a successful surprise xDD.
very fun, "SHIT" got his share too.
went home-d after that.
waited for the bus like super long!
out with dar after his school.
went to tampines to buy ts's present.
IKEA-ed ate meatballs and fries.
shuttle bus to pasir ris.
MRT-ed back to tampines again.
ate at the inter's food court.
and home-d at 10pm.
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went out with dar to ps to had my lunch.
walked around.
dar went john little and bought 3 chocolate bar which cost him only $2.
after eating i were whining that i'm thirsty.
off to heeren to collect my necklace which lost alot of diamonds while playing with steph and dar last week.
i'm so duper happy that my necklace now look just like a new one.
i can't stop whining at him.
so he had no choice so we striaght walked to taka to buy drinks.
far east-ed.
watched street show by some teenager.
the hiphop was nice.
ate burger king and took bus65 home-d.
he was so tired that he slept in the bus for like 5 mintues.
haaa. because i kept on whining and making him awake.
((:.
*sorry for disturbing but i'm bored you idiot!*
lalalalalalala ~
ending off here. good night.
tmw going to study with qin and steph (:.